I can appreciate that a good foundation in medicine is necessary, and I respect the field very much, but I honestly cannot stand IM. I find internal medicine to be very tedious, frustrating, and inefficient. I don't enjoy taking H & P's or writing notes and in many instances internal medicine seems futile. A large number of patients I've seen I can't say really have had a definitive improvement after being in the hospital. I see a lot of sick people leave chronically sick and suffering. The lack of a solution annoys me.
Is it normal to feel this way? I'm a pretty no nonsense person who likes to get things done with a definitive answer, so probably something surgical is more right for me. But I can't help but feeling scared that I'll hate all of my rotations (medicine is my first) and I'll be left doing something I hate for the rest of my life.
Is it normal to feel this way? I'm a pretty no nonsense person who likes to get things done with a definitive answer, so probably something surgical is more right for me. But I can't help but feeling scared that I'll hate all of my rotations (medicine is my first) and I'll be left doing something I hate for the rest of my life.