In need of some advice

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I'm not sure how to go about saying this but I'm having a hard time at my job. I got moved to an undesirable store a few months ago as the PIC due to the previous pharmacist leaving. It's been difficult working there but I managed to push through until recently.
I have been feeling very tired and depressed. I had a panic attack last night and I have thoughts of suicide. I am seriously considering quitting my job, however, they don't have a pharmacist to replace me. And I highly doubt they will find one because no pharmacist likes the store I'm working at.
They hired two new grad students. I met one of them, she will start working around October. I'm not sure when the other person will start working, but he will start training at the end of July.
I feel like I can't wait for someone to take over my spot. I know I will probably be blacklisted from the company (Walgreens) if I do decided to quit. And it's very hard to find another job in the market today.

What would you do?

 

[awval999]

I'm not sure how to go about saying this but I'm having a hard time at my job. I got moved to an undesirable store a few months ago as the PIC due to the previous pharmacist leaving. It's been difficult working there but I managed to push through until recently.
I have been feeling very tired and depressed. I had a panic attack last night and I have thoughts of suicide. I am seriously considering quitting my job, however, they don't have a pharmacist to replace me. And I highly doubt they will find one because no pharmacist likes the store I'm working at.
They hired two new grad students. I met one of them, she will start working around October. I'm not sure when the other person will start working, but he will start training at the end of July.
I feel like I can't wait for someone to take over my spot. I know I will probably be blacklisted from the company (Walgreens) if I do decided to quit. And it's very hard to find another job in the market today.

What would you do?

Please get help. No job is worth this.

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline

Call 1-800-273-8255
Available 24 hours everyday

 

[gyngyn]

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