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Just thought I'd check in and see how the rest of you all are doing with interviews. On my last interview (#12) I was so burned out, that I did not even want to get out of bed in the morning. The program was a good program that I like - but I still had to use every bit of energy to get out of bed (in the hotel that they were kind enough to pay for). I have another interview this week (16 total) and it's going to take a lot of energy to make it through all of these. It's unfortunate, as I normally love to travel - and it's such an awesome opportunity to meet colleagues in my field and see new places around the country that I've never been to. But after being out in the frigid cold and getting stranded at airports due to flights getting cancelled due to inclement weather, and having to sit around in the cold waiting for buses (since I don't want to pay so much for taxis)... it's taking a huge toll on me. I'd rather go to my clinical rotations than go on another interview, which is pretty sad. I am still trying my best to smile and be as positive as possible, as I know my interviewers are tired as well of the process, yet are still taking the time to meet me.
I do not mean to sound entitled at all - as I realize the situation could be MUCH WORSE if I were in a situation where I didn't have enough interviews. I am grateful that these wonderful programs are spending their resources and time to interview me. It's a privilege. And I sincerely appreciate it. But it's not like I am choosing to not want to get out of bed in the morning (and no, I'm not clinically depressed - as this is just tied to interviews, not otherwise, as I'm able to get out of bed for getting up to go to my clinical rotations each day). I just tell myself I have to make it though 4 more - but these 4 will be some of the most trying, as they are across the country from me in the coldest weather. (I live in the warm, sunny, southwest, so I'm so happy to come home.) However, a few of the upcoming programs are some of my best training quality programs, so I just have to get through this somehow, as I really wanted these interviews.
I do not mean to sound entitled at all - as I realize the situation could be MUCH WORSE if I were in a situation where I didn't have enough interviews. I am grateful that these wonderful programs are spending their resources and time to interview me. It's a privilege. And I sincerely appreciate it. But it's not like I am choosing to not want to get out of bed in the morning (and no, I'm not clinically depressed - as this is just tied to interviews, not otherwise, as I'm able to get out of bed for getting up to go to my clinical rotations each day). I just tell myself I have to make it though 4 more - but these 4 will be some of the most trying, as they are across the country from me in the coldest weather. (I live in the warm, sunny, southwest, so I'm so happy to come home.) However, a few of the upcoming programs are some of my best training quality programs, so I just have to get through this somehow, as I really wanted these interviews.
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