I realize this topic has appeared in the past but rather than bumping it I thought I would reask... So my story: I'm a 3rd year medical student halfway through 3rd year. I had long planned on going into IM only for the sole purpose of doing a fellowship in a more procedural specialty (GI, cards, intensivist). I ended up hating my IM clerkship for several reasons but loving my anesthesia elective.
What I hated most about IM was the amount of paperwork and work spent away from the patient in general. What I really liked about IM was the variety of pathology (including the different organ systems and pathologies), and making the diagnosis and plan.
What I did not like (although I did not hate) about anesthesia was how limited the problems were as they related to just anesthesia. I also hate CRNAs. I liked them as people and we would work well together but I hated how for most of the cases, the anesthesiologist was there for induction and then leave and I hated learning things about medicine from someone that never went to medical school. In no other rotation did I ever have this 'problem'. However, I loved just about everything else about anesthesiology.
So I spoke with the head internist about my dilemma and was recommended to try out a rotation in the ICU. I just started it but I can see that it really is a good fit in many ways. But when I tell anesthesiologists about doing a combined gas/cc they always suggest that I should just go into anesthesia and that I will most likely change my mind about ICU because of the hours/stress and decreased pay. While it sounds tempting to spread out a CC fellowship over the course of the residency and the work seems like a great fit for me, I feel really burnt out and I feel like the factors that anesthesiologists list may continue to become more and more important in my life.
I am really torn now. Should I:
a) just aim for an anesthesia residency
b) do the combined critical care + anesthesia programs
c) retry IM (as a SubI) in addition to a subspeciality month of cards or GI
What I hated most about IM was the amount of paperwork and work spent away from the patient in general. What I really liked about IM was the variety of pathology (including the different organ systems and pathologies), and making the diagnosis and plan.
What I did not like (although I did not hate) about anesthesia was how limited the problems were as they related to just anesthesia. I also hate CRNAs. I liked them as people and we would work well together but I hated how for most of the cases, the anesthesiologist was there for induction and then leave and I hated learning things about medicine from someone that never went to medical school. In no other rotation did I ever have this 'problem'. However, I loved just about everything else about anesthesiology.
So I spoke with the head internist about my dilemma and was recommended to try out a rotation in the ICU. I just started it but I can see that it really is a good fit in many ways. But when I tell anesthesiologists about doing a combined gas/cc they always suggest that I should just go into anesthesia and that I will most likely change my mind about ICU because of the hours/stress and decreased pay. While it sounds tempting to spread out a CC fellowship over the course of the residency and the work seems like a great fit for me, I feel really burnt out and I feel like the factors that anesthesiologists list may continue to become more and more important in my life.
I am really torn now. Should I:
a) just aim for an anesthesia residency
b) do the combined critical care + anesthesia programs
c) retry IM (as a SubI) in addition to a subspeciality month of cards or GI