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Hi everyone,
This may have been discussed before but if so I'm going to ask it again and search engines be darned. (They never work for me anyway).
After working in industry for several years and hating it, I went back to school a few years ago with the intention of becoming an MD. I've worked hard and will soon start the process of applying (for 2009 matriculation). I certainly don't know for sure that I'll even get in but I think my stats are competitive enough that I atleast have a reasonable shot.
Thing is though, now that I've had some experience in the medical field (I work full time in the hospital while going to school) and am close to applying, I'm starting to have my doubts. A lot of the PA's I work with seem happier than the MD's and seem to have more family time on the whole. And my wife and kids are the world to me.
I had many reasons for not wanting to go the PA route but the more I talk with MD's and PA's, the more these reasons seem to get shot down. My reasons will follow, but I'd love to hear discussion from other students on if 1) Do you ever think you're making the wrong choice going MD instead of PA? 2) How much water does my reasoning hold?
Here are/were my reasons for MD over PA along with why they have been getting shot to heck:
1) MD's are the "top" of the ladder, call the shots, and have the autonomy.
RESPONSE: It is true that MD's make final calls more so than PA's. However, PA's do have a lot of decision making autonomy on 95% of stuff (especially the good ones who work for good docs). However, it seems that the idea that MD's are top of the food chain and calling the shots may not be so correct. A lot of the MD's I've been talking to have said they may as well be PA's for as much bowing down as they have to do to administrators, government burocracy, etc. The prevailing comment I've heard from them is along the lines of "there was a time when MD's were in charge of medicine but those days are gone." So it seems that either way you'll have someone telling you what to do.
2) MD's get a bigger knowledge base and are more intellectually challenged
RESPONSE: This is probably absolutely true. Medical training is much more rigorous than PA training and has a much bigger knowledge base. However, there is one area where this thinking fails. An MD generally picks one field to specialize in and has to stick with it forever (unless he/she is masochistic enough to do another residency). On the other hand, a PA can generally move around much like a nurse - Peds for give years, ER for five years, Ortho for five years, FP for a few years, OB for a few, etc etc etc. Granted, even having worked in several fields the PA will never actually "know more" than an MD, but they will have had a broader base of practice and experiences in the sense that they weren't in one subfield forever.
3) MD's are more respected and make a better living
RESPONSE: More respected, yes. But those days may also be dying. You see it on these boards all the time, and the MD's I've talked to - especially the older ones - have confirmed that the respect doctors receive from the general public is going down down down to the point where they feel 98% of patients don't even know (or care) whether they are being treated by an MD or PA. As for the money, I have the unfortunate distinction of being someone who is interested particularly in peds. I've talked to a few pediatricians whom I know pretty well and have been open about what they make, and if you look at the loans I'll have to pay back from med school, I'll probably be making the same $$ as a good PA would once all is said and done with much more $$ lost due to longer schooling plus less time for family.
4) Higher feeling of accomplishment
RESPONSE: There is probably no argument to this one. To me, becoming an MD would give me more personal pride then becoming a PA. But then again, personal pride isn't everything. I mean, if my pride is intact but I'm divorced, my kids hate me, I end up hating the bull(&*$ of modern medicine (read: government), and I'm exhausted at 60 from years and years of taking call (as is my kids' pediatrician) then pride ain't really worth much is it? On the other hand, everything might turn out great and I'll have few regrets. (And who knows, if I do become a PA I might always regret that).
The problem is, there is no crystal ball and there is no way to tell without actually doing it. Which is the bugger about medicine - unlike many other things, once you get both feet into it it's VERY hard to get out because of the HUGE debt as well as time (read: my wife would understandably kill me) that's been put into it. And becoming a PA first and then doing med school if I don't like it isn't an option. If I do med school NOW at least I'll be all done by the time my kids are in middle school or starting high school at worst. If there's any delay my poor kids will be dealing with my educational pursuits their whole growing up lives and that's not fair to them.
So WOW, that's my lengthy post, but I needed to get this out. If you're still reading thanks for listening. I'M INTERESTED TO HEAR EVERYONE'S THOUGHTS, STORIES, EXPERIENCES, ANECDOTES, ETC!!!! THANKS!!!! 🙂
This may have been discussed before but if so I'm going to ask it again and search engines be darned. (They never work for me anyway).
After working in industry for several years and hating it, I went back to school a few years ago with the intention of becoming an MD. I've worked hard and will soon start the process of applying (for 2009 matriculation). I certainly don't know for sure that I'll even get in but I think my stats are competitive enough that I atleast have a reasonable shot.
Thing is though, now that I've had some experience in the medical field (I work full time in the hospital while going to school) and am close to applying, I'm starting to have my doubts. A lot of the PA's I work with seem happier than the MD's and seem to have more family time on the whole. And my wife and kids are the world to me.
I had many reasons for not wanting to go the PA route but the more I talk with MD's and PA's, the more these reasons seem to get shot down. My reasons will follow, but I'd love to hear discussion from other students on if 1) Do you ever think you're making the wrong choice going MD instead of PA? 2) How much water does my reasoning hold?
Here are/were my reasons for MD over PA along with why they have been getting shot to heck:
1) MD's are the "top" of the ladder, call the shots, and have the autonomy.
RESPONSE: It is true that MD's make final calls more so than PA's. However, PA's do have a lot of decision making autonomy on 95% of stuff (especially the good ones who work for good docs). However, it seems that the idea that MD's are top of the food chain and calling the shots may not be so correct. A lot of the MD's I've been talking to have said they may as well be PA's for as much bowing down as they have to do to administrators, government burocracy, etc. The prevailing comment I've heard from them is along the lines of "there was a time when MD's were in charge of medicine but those days are gone." So it seems that either way you'll have someone telling you what to do.
2) MD's get a bigger knowledge base and are more intellectually challenged
RESPONSE: This is probably absolutely true. Medical training is much more rigorous than PA training and has a much bigger knowledge base. However, there is one area where this thinking fails. An MD generally picks one field to specialize in and has to stick with it forever (unless he/she is masochistic enough to do another residency). On the other hand, a PA can generally move around much like a nurse - Peds for give years, ER for five years, Ortho for five years, FP for a few years, OB for a few, etc etc etc. Granted, even having worked in several fields the PA will never actually "know more" than an MD, but they will have had a broader base of practice and experiences in the sense that they weren't in one subfield forever.
3) MD's are more respected and make a better living
RESPONSE: More respected, yes. But those days may also be dying. You see it on these boards all the time, and the MD's I've talked to - especially the older ones - have confirmed that the respect doctors receive from the general public is going down down down to the point where they feel 98% of patients don't even know (or care) whether they are being treated by an MD or PA. As for the money, I have the unfortunate distinction of being someone who is interested particularly in peds. I've talked to a few pediatricians whom I know pretty well and have been open about what they make, and if you look at the loans I'll have to pay back from med school, I'll probably be making the same $$ as a good PA would once all is said and done with much more $$ lost due to longer schooling plus less time for family.
4) Higher feeling of accomplishment
RESPONSE: There is probably no argument to this one. To me, becoming an MD would give me more personal pride then becoming a PA. But then again, personal pride isn't everything. I mean, if my pride is intact but I'm divorced, my kids hate me, I end up hating the bull(&*$ of modern medicine (read: government), and I'm exhausted at 60 from years and years of taking call (as is my kids' pediatrician) then pride ain't really worth much is it? On the other hand, everything might turn out great and I'll have few regrets. (And who knows, if I do become a PA I might always regret that).
The problem is, there is no crystal ball and there is no way to tell without actually doing it. Which is the bugger about medicine - unlike many other things, once you get both feet into it it's VERY hard to get out because of the HUGE debt as well as time (read: my wife would understandably kill me) that's been put into it. And becoming a PA first and then doing med school if I don't like it isn't an option. If I do med school NOW at least I'll be all done by the time my kids are in middle school or starting high school at worst. If there's any delay my poor kids will be dealing with my educational pursuits their whole growing up lives and that's not fair to them.
So WOW, that's my lengthy post, but I needed to get this out. If you're still reading thanks for listening. I'M INTERESTED TO HEAR EVERYONE'S THOUGHTS, STORIES, EXPERIENCES, ANECDOTES, ETC!!!! THANKS!!!! 🙂