alreadyoverit
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Hello all,
I am a rising PGY2 in a top-20 west coast surgical subspecialty program. Finishing intern year is a time of great joy for most folks, but all I feel is dread and panic. I've done several months of my specialty now, and it seems all of the passion I had for the field is gone. The operating room is horribly stressful, the clinics make me want to gouge my eyes out, and the last thing I can bring myself to do is study when I get home.
In medical school, I was between radiology and this specialty, and very nearly did end up applying to radiology. But I was too worried that I would miss the OR and miss patient contact. After completing intern year, I now realize if I could never see the inside of an OR or a clinic again, I would be thrilled. My happiest times during medical school were my pre-clinical years where I got to just study and increase my breadth of knowledge as much as possible.
At this point, I am almost completely convinced that picking this field was a mistake and I should switch to radiology. I have good step scores, AOA, research, blah blah blah. Has anyone been through this process? Or does anyone know somebody who has? Any advice would be appreciated, even if to just tell me that I'm crazy for considering this.
I am a rising PGY2 in a top-20 west coast surgical subspecialty program. Finishing intern year is a time of great joy for most folks, but all I feel is dread and panic. I've done several months of my specialty now, and it seems all of the passion I had for the field is gone. The operating room is horribly stressful, the clinics make me want to gouge my eyes out, and the last thing I can bring myself to do is study when I get home.
In medical school, I was between radiology and this specialty, and very nearly did end up applying to radiology. But I was too worried that I would miss the OR and miss patient contact. After completing intern year, I now realize if I could never see the inside of an OR or a clinic again, I would be thrilled. My happiest times during medical school were my pre-clinical years where I got to just study and increase my breadth of knowledge as much as possible.
At this point, I am almost completely convinced that picking this field was a mistake and I should switch to radiology. I have good step scores, AOA, research, blah blah blah. Has anyone been through this process? Or does anyone know somebody who has? Any advice would be appreciated, even if to just tell me that I'm crazy for considering this.