Sorry if this thread comes of in a venting like fashion. I don't have many friends that are premed and understand.
Just got my MCAT scores back and I am very dissappointed in myself. I had an 11 point drop from FL2 to the real exam. Needless to say I am absolutely devastated. I have no idea how I'm going to tell my family or my girlfriend as they were all expecting me to do spectacular. I've accepted the hardest pill of all so far: I failed, it was my fault and only my fault, I've disappointed countless loved ones and have severely hurt my chances of ever becoming a doctor.
FL2: 511
Real MCAT: 500
Where do I go from here? I want to retake and kill the retake. I'm here (again) mainly to ask for advice, I have made it abundantly clear to myself I am not sure how to approach this exam. I immediately looked up after the nearest test date which is in January and I want to take it then. Then I thought it might not be wise and maybe I should wait until the end of the school year. What do you guys think? Last time I prepared poorly (as I found out after seeing how some people were doing on reddit) and I was not 100% on exam day which was my fault.
Even if I have to take it at the end of the year I will start now and slowly work my way through review books making anki cards and doing practice passages. The competitor in me wants to take it in January though.
Do I have a shot anymore? I know people retake all the time but when some schools average scores a 500 is going to be a b*tch. I have no problem at all philosophically with DO but for obvious opportunity reasons I would prefer MD. Is MD a possibility anymore?
Other than this I have a strong app. 1st pub, decent volunteering, shadowing, medical work. But the MCAT turned out to be a huge failure.
I need any advice anyone has.
I can personally continue. I'm wondering if it is worth continuing statistically.
Just got my MCAT scores back and I am very dissappointed in myself. I had an 11 point drop from FL2 to the real exam. Needless to say I am absolutely devastated. I have no idea how I'm going to tell my family or my girlfriend as they were all expecting me to do spectacular. I've accepted the hardest pill of all so far: I failed, it was my fault and only my fault, I've disappointed countless loved ones and have severely hurt my chances of ever becoming a doctor.
FL2: 511
Real MCAT: 500
Where do I go from here? I want to retake and kill the retake. I'm here (again) mainly to ask for advice, I have made it abundantly clear to myself I am not sure how to approach this exam. I immediately looked up after the nearest test date which is in January and I want to take it then. Then I thought it might not be wise and maybe I should wait until the end of the school year. What do you guys think? Last time I prepared poorly (as I found out after seeing how some people were doing on reddit) and I was not 100% on exam day which was my fault.
Even if I have to take it at the end of the year I will start now and slowly work my way through review books making anki cards and doing practice passages. The competitor in me wants to take it in January though.
Do I have a shot anymore? I know people retake all the time but when some schools average scores a 500 is going to be a b*tch. I have no problem at all philosophically with DO but for obvious opportunity reasons I would prefer MD. Is MD a possibility anymore?
Other than this I have a strong app. 1st pub, decent volunteering, shadowing, medical work. But the MCAT turned out to be a huge failure.
I need any advice anyone has.
I can personally continue. I'm wondering if it is worth continuing statistically.