You're basically me in a nutshell, haha. I'm glad to not be alone! Put me with patients or in an interview setting and I'm fine. I have a feeling it's because the conversation topics are already there, rather than you having to strain to think of one. I'm sure I'm still a little awkward in speech, but I seem to come off okay (from what I've been told, it seems 'endearing'), and while I'm not awful at social situations or anything, it can be pretty hard to keep up conversation with most people outside of school because I have little in common with the average person...that and I'm not a person to hang out with others much outside of school/work. It's tiring!