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I am a 31 year old father of 2 with the goal of becoming a pharmacist. I am happily married and love my family very much. My family is the source of my greatest strength and joy. While I may have made some mistakes, my family is the most amazing and important thing in my life. I have traveled a long and difficult path to get to where I am and I am now looking for advice from those that might have any experience gleaned from similar experiences. (really any helpful advice is appreciated)
School was always difficult for me. Tests and material came relatively easy but my focus (lack of), anxiety, and poor personal habits prevented me from becoming who wanted to be. I have attended 3 community colleges and a university on and off since high school with little success. I have always been determined to become more than I was, but time and time again I failed. Two years ago I began to speak with my doctor concerning my academic frustrations and we came to the diagnosis of ADD and anxiety.
I have always been suspicious of such a diagnosis but I had let the prejudice of people around me influence my belief in a negative way. The idea was that ADD and ADHD are usually just excuses for the lazy and disorganized. I knew that it was a real problem for some people, but over-diagnoses made me think doctors and parents were diagnosing teens as an easy way to excuse poor performance and/or behavior. My ignorance made me think of it as an excuse, not a causative factor in my life. (I realize it is a real problem for many, and I always have known that; I just thought it was ALSO used as an excuse much of the time.)
I started changing my daily habits with diet and exercise, as well as a daily prescription. The result was immediate and powerful. It was like stumbling through the woods at night for years and then someone handing you a flashlight.
My habits aren't perfect, and I still have my struggles, but who doesn't? I have broken free of many chains that bound me, but there are more I can never be rid of. My academic past is a mess and I can't erase what was done.
Now time for the hard truth:
College 1: 10 W's, 7 F's, GPA less than 2
College 2: 24 W's, 3 F's GPA just over 2
College 3: 0 W's, 0 F's GPA 3.4
PCAT score: 81 composite
Cum GPA self calculating is just at 2.5 with a science cum GPA at 2.3.
The first schools I never took any loans, it was all out of my pocket. The last college I started attending was after my change in lifestyle. I was also working full time and taking 18-21 credits/sem. I am now attending a state university and doing well. I am not straight A's, but I don't ever get below a B. I have to work to support my family, otherwise I would have more time for better grades.
My problem is that my GPA can't change very fast. Even with straight A's it would take me years to move it above 2.5 cum science. I also don't have time to be involved in many extracurricular activities.
I have learned a lot about myself over the past 10 years. I have worked in sales, healthcare, IT, and construction. I know what I've liked and not liked in each setting. Through my trials I have come full circle to pharmacy (my original plan since high school). I have never been involved in any legal trouble aside from an occasional speeding ticket and I've never been involved with any drugs aside from the legal kinds.
I know I have given more information than many of you care to have, but I am hoping to give a clear picture of who I am. I am having a hard time finding many schools with academic forgiveness, so if you know any with very low GPA requirements please let me know.
I know there are many reasons not to continue and to just give up and do something else, but I am not ready to surrender. This post may come across a little like a pity party. If it does I am sorry, but please don't judge me too harshly. I am a happy person and happy to be on the path that I am on, but I also realize I have to be realistic.
Thank you for your time.
School was always difficult for me. Tests and material came relatively easy but my focus (lack of), anxiety, and poor personal habits prevented me from becoming who wanted to be. I have attended 3 community colleges and a university on and off since high school with little success. I have always been determined to become more than I was, but time and time again I failed. Two years ago I began to speak with my doctor concerning my academic frustrations and we came to the diagnosis of ADD and anxiety.
I have always been suspicious of such a diagnosis but I had let the prejudice of people around me influence my belief in a negative way. The idea was that ADD and ADHD are usually just excuses for the lazy and disorganized. I knew that it was a real problem for some people, but over-diagnoses made me think doctors and parents were diagnosing teens as an easy way to excuse poor performance and/or behavior. My ignorance made me think of it as an excuse, not a causative factor in my life. (I realize it is a real problem for many, and I always have known that; I just thought it was ALSO used as an excuse much of the time.)
I started changing my daily habits with diet and exercise, as well as a daily prescription. The result was immediate and powerful. It was like stumbling through the woods at night for years and then someone handing you a flashlight.
My habits aren't perfect, and I still have my struggles, but who doesn't? I have broken free of many chains that bound me, but there are more I can never be rid of. My academic past is a mess and I can't erase what was done.
Now time for the hard truth:
College 1: 10 W's, 7 F's, GPA less than 2
College 2: 24 W's, 3 F's GPA just over 2
College 3: 0 W's, 0 F's GPA 3.4
PCAT score: 81 composite
Cum GPA self calculating is just at 2.5 with a science cum GPA at 2.3.
The first schools I never took any loans, it was all out of my pocket. The last college I started attending was after my change in lifestyle. I was also working full time and taking 18-21 credits/sem. I am now attending a state university and doing well. I am not straight A's, but I don't ever get below a B. I have to work to support my family, otherwise I would have more time for better grades.
My problem is that my GPA can't change very fast. Even with straight A's it would take me years to move it above 2.5 cum science. I also don't have time to be involved in many extracurricular activities.
I have learned a lot about myself over the past 10 years. I have worked in sales, healthcare, IT, and construction. I know what I've liked and not liked in each setting. Through my trials I have come full circle to pharmacy (my original plan since high school). I have never been involved in any legal trouble aside from an occasional speeding ticket and I've never been involved with any drugs aside from the legal kinds.
I know I have given more information than many of you care to have, but I am hoping to give a clear picture of who I am. I am having a hard time finding many schools with academic forgiveness, so if you know any with very low GPA requirements please let me know.
I know there are many reasons not to continue and to just give up and do something else, but I am not ready to surrender. This post may come across a little like a pity party. If it does I am sorry, but please don't judge me too harshly. I am a happy person and happy to be on the path that I am on, but I also realize I have to be realistic.
Thank you for your time.

