I think it's very fair and I only care about doing what is in my best interests, not what my classmates think or how they've acted during med school compared to myself.
It isn't necessarily unfair or wrong to take an LOA.
But residency directors will ALWAYS compare what you did to what your classmates did - furthermore, will actually compare what you did to what other med students did. I would venture to say that 99% of medical students take Step 1 without taking an LOA to study for it. It'd be really, really, really hard to explain to them why you needed time off for it.
Residency directors, especially in competitive fields, look for evidence that you worked steadily throughout medical school - and didn't just put in the work when you thought it counted. If you wanted to do rads or ortho, for instance, ANY aberration will put your application in jeopardy. So getting a 250 will not help you match well, if you needed an LOA to achieve that score.
The point everyone is overlooking here is that, in theory, if I were to take a LOA under whatever pretense--or even flat out to study for Step 1--that might in fact reflect negatively, but would it reflect as poorly as a Step 1 score that is upwards of 20 points lower? Yes, that does entail the premise that a significant amount of time off would result in a 20+ score increase--and within 1 or 2 SD of the mean this is reasonable. If you calculate the future value of 20 Step 1 points in that range, it is astronomical.
Like I said, you're losing the forest for the trees.
Sure, a 250 looks "better" than a 210.
But a 250 + LOA looks
WORSE than a 210 on a standard schedule.
If you need extra time to achieve a high score, you will not impress anyone with that score. They will ask you why you needed that time - and they will either develop the impression that you're lazy and a slacker, or not very bright.
JUST USE YOUR HEAD FOR A SECOND - Think about it. Let's say that you took an LOA and got a 260. Great...
except you will be competing for residency with people who got a 260 WITHOUT needing an LOA!
If you were a PD, who would you rather rank - someone who slacked off during MS1 and MS2, got scared when it mattered, and ducked out to take the easy way to a good Step 1 score? Or someone who steadily worked throughout MS1 and MS2 to master the material, got a stellar score (WITHOUT NEEDING AN LOA), and then went on to start rotations with the rest of his classmates?
In the end I don't think I'll pursue the LOA after all. I just pushed it back by several weeks and sacrificed my summer, which is unimportant to me anyway. I feel less panicked and pressured now.
Good.
And all that yammering that I just did was totally useless.
😳 Sorry!
If you truly feel like you need extra time for Step 1 (which you probably don't, to be honest), you could take a year off to do research - and then take Step 1 somewhere during that year. This is always an option if you really start to get too panicked, although again - I don't think that you have anything to panic about.