Incognito2 said:
I have decided to leave medicine all together. The only reason I am still in residency is my HPSP commitment, otherwise I would have never started residency or finished med school for that matter. The worst mistake I ever made was applying to med school; the second was signing the HPSP contract. I never dreamed that I would hate medicine as much as I do. I am a PGY2 and have already switched specialties once thinking it would get better, but as expected it has not. I have done well in both programs with good recommendations; I just don't want to practice medicine. What options, if any, are available for me to fulfill my military requirement other than as a physician?
Hopefully you have an exit plan from medicine. In fact, that is something all of us practicing physicians should also have as we will not be doing this forever.
You need a plan as to how you are going to provide for yourself, what other career you will pursue and how and when you are going to do that. Once you have that all arranged, then you will be in a position to abandon medicine at just the right time, which hopefully will occur before you waste too much more time in residency.
There is no point in applying for staff privileges in any medical facility, obtaining board certification, maintaining licensure, etc.
When the time is right, you need to inform your residency program, the military, and your state medical licensing board, of your intentions in writing fulling explaining your reasons, etc.
Bottom line is no one can force you to be a physician against your will, you cannot be forced to maintain a medical license against your will, or to apply for medical staff privileges, sit for board exams, etc.
If you are certain about this, it is best not to waste any more time with what you are doing now. You need to get the process going to resign from residency, and do not under any circumstances allow the military to force you into becoming a GMO/Flight Surgeon. You must resist all such efforts.
One last piece of good advice: Find yourself a good attorney who has knowlege and experience at dealing with the military to assist you. You will need a lawyer to help you with this. Hopefully one that will have some healthcare knowledge and experience also.