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I am in the midst of an ethical dilema and a crisis of spirit. I have sought an acceptance to medical school as a means to prove to myself that I am intelligent and that I have the power in me to shape the direction of life within other individuals. Practicing the art of biophysics is wonderful. However, I find that I can be self-educated and in control of a more humble personal bubble.

Medicine is demanding, medicine pimps out people, and money makes them happy. I can ***** out and do the med school thing. A part of me wants to. The other part of me wants to forget about that and enjoy the world while it is there to be enjoyed.

I had a 4.0 for two years. The two years during which I did all the prereqs and electives. I was a beast that did not sleep. In the summer between second and third year I simply could not study any more. Nothing could make me want to learn new things. My grades brought me down to 3.64. In my opinion grades and IQ tests are the same as penis length contests. Makes no difference. Its important how you use it.

I feel unstoppable at the moment. I MIGHT get accepted and I MIGHT feel like a genius afterwards. But what good use comes from this - what are accomplishments when you detach yourself from emotional and biological drives the very fabric of your psyche. How can I rationalize a decision that asks of me to dissociate from my own life - to help others - to gain money. What is money without reasons to be poor.

If I do choose medicine I have to go all the way and go for surgery. Otherwise i will have fallen short and have to admit personal defeat and accept satanic capitalism as part of my happiness.

The alternative is to become the genius of my own world. The master of the environment I experience. In short my plan is to impregnate the first chick i resonate with. After a few hours of knowing each other I will know. I will bring a condom with a little hole in it and give rise to new life. I will unleash chaos and a new chapter in my shared life with this woman. I will liberate myself from the chains of my ancestors!
 
You so crazy!

Edit: any relation to that bipolar guy from earlier? This is all strangely familiar.
 
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freehugs said:
I am in the midst of an ethical dilema and a crisis of spirit. I have sought an acceptance to medical school as a means to prove to myself that I am intelligent and that I have the power in me to shape the direction of life within other individuals. Practicing the art of biophysics is wonderful. However, I find that I can be self-educated and in control of a more humble personal bubble.

Medicine is demanding, medicine pimps out people, and money makes them happy. I can ***** out and do the med school thing. A part of me wants to. The other part of me wants to forget about that and enjoy the world while it is there to be enjoyed.

I had a 4.0 for two years. The two years during which I did all the prereqs and electives. I was a beast that did not sleep. In the summer between second and third year I simply could not study any more. Nothing could make me want to learn new things. My grades brought me down to 3.64. In my opinion grades and IQ tests are the same as penis length contests. Makes no difference. Its important how you use it.

I feel unstoppable at the moment. I MIGHT get accepted and I MIGHT feel like a genius afterwards. But what good use comes from this - what are accomplishments when you detach yourself from emotional and biological drives the very fabric of your psyche. How can I rationalize a decision that asks of me to dissociate from my own life - to help others - to gain money. What is money without reasons to be poor.

If I do choose medicine I have to go all the way and go for surgery. Otherwise i will have fallen short and have to admit personal defeat and accept satanic capitalism as part of my happiness.

The alternative is to become the genius of my own world. The master of the environment I experience. In short my plan is to impregnate the first chick i resonate with. After a few hours of knowing each other I will know. I will bring a condom with a little hole in it and give rise to new life. I will unleash chaos and a new chapter in my shared life with this woman. I will liberate myself from the chains of my ancestors!
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Thats all I read. Do I smell a challenge?!
 
serious notes:

Medicine is the art and science of observing the universal force that moves stars in the cosmos and the atoms inside our cells. Through love and compassion for our patients we get to see things only doctors have the privilege to see. I am saying that the same result can be achieved through channeling that love not through institutionalized education, but through truth-seeking with your free mind as your only guide. My mind is telling me have babies and the truth will follow.
 
I know I am not saying anything that has not been said before, but it is important to keep discussing these things. The only motivation I think I have for studying and sacrifice is the ability to more readily seduce females with status and financial freedom. On the other hand, if I approach the love game with a non-economic approach I leave more of it up to physics to decide. And if I work a 9-5 low stress job Ièll be there more for my kid to help him develop into a more fit person than myself. If I am not there and working all the time, how am I being unselfish with the person closest to me!

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Being a doctor seems to give more choice in the matter of marriage. For normal people its kiss kiss bang bang. Doctors can pick and choose ad libum, but does that guarantee you will make the right decision. Chemistry is beyond our selfish intentions. You just have to hope for the best and believe in yourself. I figure if a chick is into me to sleep with me without knowing my last name, she is daring, she is at least as f*cked up as I am, and she is someone I can get a boner for. What more do I need and how is medicine going to show me the things I need that are extra. and why would I want these extra things to concern myself with.
 
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freehugs said:
I know I am not saying anything that has not been said before, but it is important to keep discussing these things. The only motivation I think I have for studying and sacrifice is the ability to more readily seduce females with status and financial freedom. On the other hand, if I approach the love game with a non-economic approach I leave more of it up to physics to decide. And if I work a 9-5 low stress job Ièll be there more for my kid to help him develop into a more fit person than myself. If I am not there and working all the time, how am I being unselfish with the person closest to me!
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Mine's still bigger.
 
Geneticist said:
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whats so special about you that you think you can please chicks. share. we are all smart people - chicks get that in the first ten minutes of talking to you. how do you sex them. are they begging for it
 
I believe premeds masturbate far more frequently than dropouts. Not that I dropped out nor am I homosexual.
 
Frazier said:
The Hammer of Ban is foreshadowed upon us.
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I will calm down. I just dont see how no one else is talking about their sex lives in the context of career plans.
 
freehugs said:
whats so special about you that you think you can please chicks. share. we are all smart people - chicks get that in the first ten minutes of talking to you. how do you sex them. are they begging for it
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Whats the deal with creepy posts tonight? :scared:
 
What if you are Indian and you come from two generations of doctors..... and you tried to kill yourself at some point in undergrad. Who cares you know. **** we are all measuring up our dicks right here. Why would I want this set of people as my future friends and colleagues. how is this fun. What good does it do any one of us to one up each other in humor or in knowledge. Its as wrong as mutual masturbation. I know it sounds repulsive, but what it comes down to is what identity you want. I want to be a nobody and not a somebody. I tried man. I tried but I lost it. Lost my direction with this. So ban me if you must
 
Pons Asinorum said:
Hell, while we're at it...

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There you go with the racist pics again...

freehugs said:
What if you are Indian and you come from two generations of doctors..... and you tried to kill yourself at some point in undergrad. Who cares you know. **** we are all measuring up our dicks right here. Why would I want this set of people as my future friends and colleagues. how is this fun. What good does it do any one of us to one up each other in humor or in knowledge. Its as wrong as mutual masturbation. I know it sounds repulsive, but what it comes down to is what identity you want. I want to be a nobody and not a somebody. I tried man. I tried but I lost it. Lost my direction with this. So ban me if you must
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Hey look! It's Etzio!
 
Pons Asinorum said:
Etzio wouldn't be caught dead with this cat's grammar and sentence structure. I'm pretty sure that freehugs is only applying DO, as well.
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Should I be offended since I'm pre-osteo?

I like playing with the pre-allo's though 🙁.
 
Torr said:
Should I be offended since I'm pre-osteo?

I like playing with the pre-allo's though 🙁.
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No worries, osteo man. I'll vouch for you.
You made me lol countless times during your performance in Step brothers.
 
This started about how to find your match. The target of the sperm you have been cooking up for 10-20 years. I say it doesnt matter who you find so long as she is into you as much as you are into her, basically. I like the idea of having a kid who will have superior genetic makeup. However, just because the mom is superior does not mean that the kid will be proportionally superior. The mother can be typical and the kid still exceed both parents in terms of life experience and the subjective experience of life. the differences in genes are so minimally important if you pay attention to your family and meat their personal needs and let them grow when they can grow.

So, short story is that this weekend I am making a baby and letting the rest of it be history. I am not pllaying games anymore this is life.
 
Torr said:
Should I be offended since I'm pre-osteo?

I like playing with the pre-allo's though 🙁.
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In Britain doctors arent even doctors since they have professional bachelors degrees and not PhDs.
 
Torr said:
Dude, thank you.:biglove:
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what are your fields of interest. are you keeping surgery on your menu. by the way, mjy keyboard is in french so excuse moi for bad grammar. just dont see either degree as a means to an end.
 
So...when's that banhammer dropping Mods?!!
 
i am retiring my balls for the night and i advise you all to consider my proposition of retiring your balls. listen to them tomorrow and you will feel as high as a lunatic but grounded as ever. they are your best friends. wish me luck in my sperm deposits. good luck with your school work and social lives!
 
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