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I matched at a community hospital when I was hoping for academic. I want to make the best of it. Senior residents said that residents are here to learn, not run the hospital. (during a post-match zoom). Basically it sounds like NPs and PAs do a lot of the nitty gritty work and so do attendings (since it’s community and the bottom line is volume). I’m worried my training will suffer. I didn’t ask them to really clarify because I was so upset about matching there that I was just kinda numbly sitting through the zoom but now I’ve had time to process.
How do I become the best physician (neurologist) despite this? Is it bad form to bring up this concern to my PD on day 1? Is it bad if I tell my attendings on service that I want to “run the show” for my patients? I don’t want to be an oppositional force to the culture, but I also want the experience of doing everything I can from A to Z for each patient even if it’s inefficient or I make dumb mistakes. Maybe it sounds silly and overly ambitious, but I don’t want this community program to define me. I want to excel and match into an excellent fellowship. Importantly, I want to be fully competent and not just there to write a note or step back to let the midlevel do everything and come out a helpless doc.
How do I become the best physician (neurologist) despite this? Is it bad form to bring up this concern to my PD on day 1? Is it bad if I tell my attendings on service that I want to “run the show” for my patients? I don’t want to be an oppositional force to the culture, but I also want the experience of doing everything I can from A to Z for each patient even if it’s inefficient or I make dumb mistakes. Maybe it sounds silly and overly ambitious, but I don’t want this community program to define me. I want to excel and match into an excellent fellowship. Importantly, I want to be fully competent and not just there to write a note or step back to let the midlevel do everything and come out a helpless doc.