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Well I had to wake up early for some mandatory bull and I hate waking up early, so I was tired and mad about that. I pumped a lot of caffeine into my system, which makes you irritable and has anxiogenic properties.
Then I see all these amazingly successful and happy people, and contrast that with my past failures and my anger at waking up early, and I feel terrible. 🙁
The Redbulls are wearing off now so I'll probably sleep soon.
But I'm afraid I won't survive residency, I hate the morning too much...
Did those med students not complete the courses that you're taking now? Do you think that their trek through 4 years was like running through a bunch of daisies with Honors being thrown at them like rose petals? I'll tell you right now it isn't.
If you let your basic science performance in 1st year impact you mentally with the years you have yet to complete, your problems will only snowball. That's nothing a pill will solve.
Medical school, Residency, and beyond is full of adversity (AS IS LIFE, and in any career). In fact that's one of the things all residencies ask for is HOW you dealt with adversity, bc NO ONE in life goes without adversity. You are not expected to be perfect or walk on water.
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