I'm a pretty calm person...I deal with stressful situations fairly well, but I got 2 hrs of sleep last night because I had two nightmares about the match. The first one was that I didn't certify my ROL (even though I know I did and I triple checked since deadlines). I woke up, half asleep thinking to myself, "Oh $H1T!!!! I forgot to certify!" I was totally tachy too, but then realized it was a dream.
calmed myself down a little
and then fell asleep 😴 However, I had another F'ing nightmare about march 18th. I knew I had matched, but when I went to go check to see where I finally got into, the stupid NRMP website wouldn't let me check. I kept clicking over and over and over again on the link 

that would tell me where I would be for the next 4 years of my life, but the NRMP website just wouldn't let me see it. I woke up from this at like 4 AM, and didn't go back to sleep. 😱😱😱 I guess one can suppress anxiety and stress as much as they want, but it will rear it's ugly head in one form or another. Unfortunately, mine was with a sleep deficit. Time to take a nap 😴
calmed myself down a little
and then fell asleep 😴 However, I had another F'ing nightmare about march 18th. I knew I had matched, but when I went to go check to see where I finally got into, the stupid NRMP website wouldn't let me check. I kept clicking over and over and over again on the link 

that would tell me where I would be for the next 4 years of my life, but the NRMP website just wouldn't let me see it. I woke up from this at like 4 AM, and didn't go back to sleep. 😱😱😱 I guess one can suppress anxiety and stress as much as they want, but it will rear it's ugly head in one form or another. Unfortunately, mine was with a sleep deficit. Time to take a nap 😴
