Ive always dreamed of becoming a doctor...helping people... and all the other humanitarian reasons we give when we are applying for med school. anyways....
Ive gotten into a very good med school here....the school year is 2/3rds gone........and im still thinking to myself..."WHAT AM I DOING HERE??"
All the excitement and enthusiasm i had when i started were gone by the time we took the final exams for the 2nd module(PBL system).
during my undergrad years, i was an above average student...so i guess getting less than average grades or even failing grades does not sit well with me.
upper batches always say that grades dont matter but your patient-doctor skills u develop that will count in the end.
(if i cant do well in a stupid test, how else do i proove that im worthy of that medical degree?)
i dont know if they say that to make me feel better.......but i think that since my parents pay a lot of money for my med education, i at least owe to them to do well in school.
basically...im depressed about the whole thing.....maybe i should choose another career path. what do u guys think?
Ive gotten into a very good med school here....the school year is 2/3rds gone........and im still thinking to myself..."WHAT AM I DOING HERE??"
All the excitement and enthusiasm i had when i started were gone by the time we took the final exams for the 2nd module(PBL system).
during my undergrad years, i was an above average student...so i guess getting less than average grades or even failing grades does not sit well with me.
upper batches always say that grades dont matter but your patient-doctor skills u develop that will count in the end.
(if i cant do well in a stupid test, how else do i proove that im worthy of that medical degree?)
i dont know if they say that to make me feel better.......but i think that since my parents pay a lot of money for my med education, i at least owe to them to do well in school.
basically...im depressed about the whole thing.....maybe i should choose another career path. what do u guys think?