Hello! I am in need of some serious help making this life decision. I have always been intrigued with medicine. I love it for the complexities and problem-solving that go with it. I was a chemistry major (love it!) at a HYP school. I loved chemistry for the same reason I think I would love medicine: curiosity, problem-solving, on my feet/not sitting at a cubicle. However, summer after my junior year, I completed an internship at JP Morgan Chase in NYC doing corporate finance. The internship was fun in the way I was problem-solving in a great, collaborative environment. However, I was filling out medical school applications while working and always considered JPM as a fall back to medicine. At the end of the summer, I was offered a full-time position making good money in their Manhattan office. Fast forward through the majority of senior year, I hadn't been accepted anywhere and got comfortable with the idea of working a corporate job in the city. However, I was just accepted off the waitlist to medical school and now I don't know what to do. The medical school is in my hometown so I would be closer to home, which would be nice (and thinking in the future I would have eventually liked to move back home anyway). I know I have loved medicine in the past, but I have been imagining my life as an analyst in the city the last few months and am confused on what decision to make. Many people have told me if I could envision my life doing anything else other than being a doctor, to not go to medical school; however, I don't think this is fair for me as I am very adaptable and think I can "job craft" to make anything I do enjoyable.
Edit: Although I enjoyed my chemistry classes, I just want to make it also clear that I also enjoyed many of my pre-med classes and biology classes. Just finished up taking a case-based Pathobiology class that was taught by medical professors and solving the case was extremely interesting to me. I was also able to watch an autopsy (from the table side) and I was intrigued by that experience as well. Additionally, most of my chemistry research pertained to pharmacology and medical-related interventions.
2nd Edit: Thank you everyone for your responses and your advice! I really appreciate it and have decided to pursue medicine. I am really excited to start in July!
Medical School
Pros
- Back home in home state, nice city
- If I were to practice, I would like to be in home state
- I really enjoy science
- I enjoy the thought of making a daily difference in my work and helping patients
- Have worked for this goal for a long time
- I could see myself happy as a physician
- Debt won't be bad because my parents have offered to help with tuition
- I did intense shadowing the summer after my freshman year of college and loved being in the hospital, it was invigorating
Cons
- High stress in school
- Lack of income during training
- Low pay as a resident
- Concerned about prospects of having a family as a physician
- Concerns about if the stress/reward ratio is worth it
- Heard stories of how the medical field is changing for the worse
- Haven't been in a health care setting in a couple years due to COVID and I wonder if I will still love it just as much as I did previously
JP Morgan Chase
Pros
- Good pay
- Stable job for the next few years
- Ability to start saving and building a 401k
- Allows me some flexibility with my career path (could stay in finance, pivot to corporate America, go to law school, etc.)
- Great benefits of working for a major company
- I have always been interested in business/entrepreneurship
- I am an extrovert and I really loved the office setting and working with my team to achieve success during my internship
Cons
- Not entirely "in love" with finance; I was a chemistry major and I like chemistry not Econ
- Prospect of getting bored with my life in a few years?
- Although Manhattan is cool, could see myself hating the subway a few weeks in
Summary: Overall, I have two good options for career paths and I need some doctor wisdom to help me make this decision. I understand they are vastly different and I feel like this has made the decision counterintuitively more difficult