I know I said that I would not submit any more posts on this subject but after receiving the following email from my eloquent advisary on the subject, I had to respond:
Quote from Sheon:
I got your e-mail address from the student doctor network. I must say that your attitude scares me.
It scares me, because for the most part we agree, but you are so angry you can't seem to allow our commonalities to
overcome our differences (in spite of the fact that you seem to claim that's what we need to do). You have called me
names, talked about me like I was some kind of lazy bum, and you don't even know me. You keep preaching
togetherness, but you are working very hard to keep us separate by not reading what I write and misrepresenting me at
every turn. You think only black leaders can make a difference to balck people, but you talk about togetherness. You
paint a picture that this country is out to get white folks in spite of overwhelming statistical evidence to the contrary
(which obviously have not made any effort to research).
Now it is my turn to let you have it.
You seem like a typical disgruntled white student (not all white students just the disguntled ones). You are scared that
someone is better than you so you try to bring them down rather than lift yourself up. You blame AA and social
preferences for your own shortcomings. I am almost completely certain that I have a higher GPA, a higher MCAT
score, more education, and more experience than you (the reason I profess to know so much is because I know more
than most AND DEFINATELY MORE ABOUT THIS PARTICULAR SUBJECT THAN YOU). I do my
homework and I know what I am talking about. You try to make ME out to be a crybaby while you whine and bitch
about how you and your wife got held down by this evil Affirmative Action program. You are the problem with the
education system. They keep turning out experts who think they know everything and don't want to do the homework
to find out the real deal. You are a joke, and I will take great pride in laughing at you and everyone like you as a go on
to become a leader for ALL people not just the black ones.
If you didn't know my name is SHEON H. MENDOZA (remember it because you will see it again) Captain USAF,
MBA - Conc. Health Services Management, BS - Psychology, minor Sociology, Honor student AND will be enrolled
in SUNY Downstate medical center next semester. I got accepted to every school I applied to, and if AA went away I
still would have. I am your worst nightmare...because whether AA goes away or not people will always take a person
like me over a person like you!!! That is because I am secure in who I am, I don't blame others for my shortcomings,
and I do my homework enough to know what I am talking about when I talk. Think about that and be scared
of competing with me. We may apply for the same residency...trust me...you will lose!!!
Perhaps if you did some thinking for yourself instead of letting Rush Limbaugh and the Republican party lead you
around like a flunky you would stand a chance. Judging by you attitude I'm guessing it won't happen without some
major changes.
Sheon (
[email protected] )
P.S. I am always willing to debate the issue.
Sheon,
I mulled over exactly how I would reply to your email and this is what I decided to do.
I just wanted everyone else to see where this led to.
In response, I agree that it is a travisty that we allowed our emotions to play a such a great role in our rhetoric. I wanted to respond in kind to some of your points that you made.
1.) Yes, I am very angry that we cannot have a world that is not color blind and that there is still not a level playing field, as you are, as is obvious by your posts and email.
2.) NO, I am not scared of you or anyone like you because, the more competition there is the better for society, especially in our chosen field.
3.) There is no reason to start a contest on who's scores are larger because at this level we have all very similar credentials eg I have gotten into almost all of the schools that I have applied to save two out of state shools that accept only in-state students for the most part and those schools that I turned down the interview to. I also am an honor student at my current University ect...... blah blah blah
4.)My wife read your email and particularly found it amusing when you stated "Perhaps if you did some thinking for yourself instead of letting Rush Limbaugh and the Republican party lead you
around like a flunky you would stand a chance." especially since you and I agree that the Republican party and Rush Limbaugh both need to come out of the dark ages. As in her own words, and as she is a flaming Republican, 'you are the biggest flaming Democrat that I have ever met.( I do paraphrase here because her comments were a lot longer.)
5.) I also agree that WE as future leaders of our respective communities (geographic and not racial) should be able to intellegntly discuss the important issues and be able to find solutions to those difficult questions that plague or society.
6.) It is not my intention to "bring anyone down." I do not need to bring anyone down and had not (as I have reviewed my posts) made any of the slanderous comments that have been alledged. Capt. Mendoza please quote me on any of the comments where I have "talked about you" or anyone else as a "lazy bum." I will promise you will not find it. You have continously placed words into my mouth and twisted (as I am also quilty) my words. I appologize if you feel that I was making these ignorant comments about you or anyone else.
7.) I also appreciate the way that you changed your mind on my wife's situation from empathy to apathy. My intention of sharing that particular situation was not to whine about AA but to show a specific example of the failure of the program.
Capt. Mendoza,
I only hope that we can put our differences aside and grasp on to our commonalities to lead this great nation into the new century. As I applologize for any comments that have been made that was mistaken for personal attacks and hope that in future communications we can rationally discuss the issues, I promise to do my part.
Richard
PS
I echo Capt. Mendoza's sentiments about how terrible the rehtoric has been in these posts and promise that this is absolutly my last post on this subject.
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