Moving on (or staying put) in a dissatisfying research position for your gap year(s)

[plantains1995]

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I recently completed my undergraduate studies and began a job in clinical research at a top research institution. I was hired to assist in running an important study for the research group. I started the position in July 2017, but I soon discovered that the position is not a good fit for me. I could discuss my concerns in greater length -- but in short, I don't feel comfortable with what I recognize as ethical tensions in patient care vs research objectives. I'm also dissatisfied by disorganization and poor communication on the part of my supervisors.

My instinct is to search for a better opportunity for myself. I am interested in applying for another clinical research position at the same research institution -- but in a different department and different building. I feel that this position could be great fit for me (but I'll have to dig deeper, if granted an interview.)

However, I am also interested in applying to medical school at this institution in the next 1-2 years. I'd very, very much like to avoid burning bridges. If hired for the new position, I'd hope to provide my current employer 6 weeks notice.

Still, I have many concerns. HR must issue me a formal offer (rather than PI/MD), if I am even hired. I'm worried that an early departure from my current position may be looked down upon by HR. I'm also worried about angering or disappointing my current supervisors (and PI).

What are your thoughts? How should I proceed?

 

[hubbsbubbs]

Based on the title alone, I say leave. Don't spend a year doing something you hate /thread

 

[plantains1995]

Based on the title alone, I say leave. Don't spend a year doing something you hate /thread

Makes sense! But, I'm concerned about possible repercussions since I'd like to maintain relationships with people at this institution.

 

[DrivebyTrucker]

I guess it depends. If you are able to get first author publications from your research experience, you may be better off to stick with what you have as you already have a project, etc. to get papers out, whereas you would have to start from scratch if you moved to a different lab. On the other hand, if you are not satisfied AND there is no chance for a first author publication, then you need to get out of there fast so you can do something constructive and have something to show for your gap year (i.e. publications)

 

[hubbsbubbs]

Makes sense! But, I'm concerned about possible repercussions since I'd like to maintain relationships with people at this institution.

If it's for letters, ask for them now and when you apply, ask them to update the date on the letter.
If it's for research projects, then just be straightforward and say you want to keep working on them even after you leave. If they're okay with it great. If not, find something else you love. Don't waste your time with things that don't matter to you -- it'll be something you regret when you no longer have time.

 

[plantains1995]

I really appreciate both of your advice! Thank you.

Just trying to figure out my next steps now...