It's pretty sad that I'm already depressed about medical school yet it hasn't even started. I'll be starting in August and unlike most of my future fellow classmates, I'm not as enthusiastic about it. All I've heard are horror stories and more horror stories of what medical school does to you and it's messing with my psyche so that's all I can focus on, the bad. I think that it's just the whole fear of the unknown or at least that's all I hope it is. I know I have the capacity to succeed in medical school, but now I'm beginning to worry about all that I'm going to have to sacrifice in order to survive. I'm mostly worried about my marriage, which has top priority over anything in my life. I want to make sure that I have enough time to dedicate myself to that, too. College was really boring for me because I had way too much free time and I'm hoping that I'll at least still have some time in med school to at least breathe and spend some time with my husband. But judging from things I read here, it seems like I'll have zero time. Please someone help me from pulling out my hair before medical school even begins!