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Well I'm a freshman 2nd semester. I made a 4.0 first semester mostly because I had already had the classes before in high school and I was running high with motivation. This semester I took botany and chem II as my sci courses. Well my motivation was completely sapped. I used to care so much about getting into medical school, and I still do, but I for the life of me couldn't drive myself to study the amount necessary to even maintain my B in botany. It was the hardest class I've ever taken, but I could've easily done it had I had the motivation and energy. This happens to me every spring semester. I am so thrilled for school first semester Ace all my classes, but the spring semester I lose it all and can barely even do my laundry much less study the necessary 2 hours a day to keep my grades up. There's something wrong with me because I know in a couple months I'm going to be planning full force how to bring myself back up from this and probably over planning what I'll do to rebound. I'm really screwed. Maybe I need some meds or something....