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Ugh, man you guys just know that one test (chemistry in my case) that you get really motivated for and study your butt off, only to walk in there and in front of you is the hardest damn thing you've ever seen? You know, the one where half the material was not covered by your ancient professor who does not know how to teach worth a damn and just needs to retire?
Those ones are depressing. This is what the tests so far have been like for me in my pre-med courses so far (just inorganic chem, still a freshman) and I just pray that things will get better in biology, physiology etc. but I just don't know. I mean, I bury my head in my book for hours and hours and hours and feel like I've got everything down, but then I get to the test and get taken out behind the woodshed. If this is what I'm in for over the next 3 years my head is going to explode, and I can't even imagine how much tougher med school is (if I even get in!). I just get so damn depressed thinking that no matter how much I study, I'm just not smart enough to get a firm grasp on all of the material and do well on the tests, and consequentially not smart enough to even get into med school and then do well in med school.
In the end though, I guess I'll just have to deal with it if medicine is what I really want as my future, which it is.
Those ones are depressing. This is what the tests so far have been like for me in my pre-med courses so far (just inorganic chem, still a freshman) and I just pray that things will get better in biology, physiology etc. but I just don't know. I mean, I bury my head in my book for hours and hours and hours and feel like I've got everything down, but then I get to the test and get taken out behind the woodshed. If this is what I'm in for over the next 3 years my head is going to explode, and I can't even imagine how much tougher med school is (if I even get in!). I just get so damn depressed thinking that no matter how much I study, I'm just not smart enough to get a firm grasp on all of the material and do well on the tests, and consequentially not smart enough to even get into med school and then do well in med school.
In the end though, I guess I'll just have to deal with it if medicine is what I really want as my future, which it is.