thanks for the reply and thanks for the welcome. i do minimum work because for me college is a joke (no offence anyone). it's really easy most of the time! i have an uncomprehending desire to become a physician. my motivation is that i love it, the sense of saving lives, the high that i'll get in the ER, the potential for an exquisite challenge that can be both rewarding and self-gratifying for myself and everyone i interact with.
It sounds like you don't really understand what medicine is about. There is a lot more of the not-so-exciting involved. Please shadow an MD or a DO.
i guess i did make myself sound like the scum of the Earth, but i hope this clears it up. becoming a doctor to me, is like a bumblebee to it's nectar. I just need it.
Please tell me you're not planning on writing this in your personal statement. LOL
now, my laziness is something that i know will have to change sooner or later. i'm almost certain i can handle med school level work. my peers and relatives alike believe that i am above average. it sounds like my priorities are somewhere else, but i put becoming a doctor before anything.
I can't believe you "lost all your friends." Look, if you're "almost certain," why don't you challenge yourself and make yourself really certain. After all, it would be a shame to sink yourself into student loan debt only to find out you actually can't hack it.
why did i sound like that? i just wanted the worst case scenario answers from everyone so i can stimulate a plan to get over the obstacle.
Well here's my worst-case scenario answer: do something other than medicine.
again thanks for a reply, i never knew how hard it is to get a reply on one of my favorite forums :shocked: :O
It's probably so hard to get a reply, because no one can believe you are being serious. I don't necessarily believe you're serious, either, but it's late and I've not got much else to do.