Hey all,
Sorry this is a long post.
Long time lurker here but seeking for some advice. I'm a 2nd year in a good but tough 4 year allopathic ER program. I've been working as I usually do and by nature I'm a pretty dedicated person. I admit I'm not the fastest among the ED residents but I also try to make sure things are done and completed thoroughly. My program director pulled me in today and told me that a few attendings have told him that I'm not as "organized" as I should be. He said a few attendings have been critical saying that I don't "get things done" when the ER gets busy.
Oddly, my assessment of myself was rather different. I know I need to read more and I honestly thought that was my biggest weakness when it came to issues with coming up with plans for patients. But the attendings have expressly said it has not been a "fund of knowledge" issue but "organization" and that my "plans" aren't always fleshed out.
I think this stems from my lack of confidence of my own plans especially in the cases where the differential is very wide or it isn't so clear cut. My PD says he's going to work with me on this and help me figure out what it really is and perhaps it is entirely perception and how I present. Strangely, I've gotten good feedback from other attendings saying the opposite like "has good plans, gets things done and dependable with sick patients"
I'm already reading more and working on getting more organized. I will present my plans more clearly and communicate with the attendings more so they know what's going on.
My PD told me to "take this as feedback" and "don't freak out". But it's hard not to. Am I close to getting kicked out? I didn't get that sense but its my greatest fear. And what else can I do? 😕
Sorry this is a long post.
Long time lurker here but seeking for some advice. I'm a 2nd year in a good but tough 4 year allopathic ER program. I've been working as I usually do and by nature I'm a pretty dedicated person. I admit I'm not the fastest among the ED residents but I also try to make sure things are done and completed thoroughly. My program director pulled me in today and told me that a few attendings have told him that I'm not as "organized" as I should be. He said a few attendings have been critical saying that I don't "get things done" when the ER gets busy.
Oddly, my assessment of myself was rather different. I know I need to read more and I honestly thought that was my biggest weakness when it came to issues with coming up with plans for patients. But the attendings have expressly said it has not been a "fund of knowledge" issue but "organization" and that my "plans" aren't always fleshed out.
I think this stems from my lack of confidence of my own plans especially in the cases where the differential is very wide or it isn't so clear cut. My PD says he's going to work with me on this and help me figure out what it really is and perhaps it is entirely perception and how I present. Strangely, I've gotten good feedback from other attendings saying the opposite like "has good plans, gets things done and dependable with sick patients"
I'm already reading more and working on getting more organized. I will present my plans more clearly and communicate with the attendings more so they know what's going on.
My PD told me to "take this as feedback" and "don't freak out". But it's hard not to. Am I close to getting kicked out? I didn't get that sense but its my greatest fear. And what else can I do? 😕