Wow- I feel like an orphaned waif out in the world on my own now- kind of like "Le Miserable"
Well...………………………. if I was fired or let go at the end of my contract, I really wouldn't care. I would just retire to my farm and be a bum. I talk with the CEO fairly often and have a good relationship with her (being married for over 30 years, I am used to being bossed around by women). However, I am not under a delusion that if the clinic was no longer generating a bucket of revenue, I would certainly be booted (that would make economic sense).
From what I have read on this site, it appears MANY providers have had an adversarial relationship with their employers. I don't. I live/work in a middle sized market which is somewhat isolated, so they need pain providers. That being said, admins are charged with keeping their facility economically stable (even if not for profit) and may whack a provider who is performing well simply for budget considerations. I understand the economics of medicine and would not take it personally.
There are advantages and disadvantages to every type of practice and one needs to choose what is best for them. I am a guy who has no problem taking orders from others and being told what to do, so being employed is okay for me. When I was younger and more opinionated about what I did, perhaps that would not have been a good fit. However, today, if they asked me to wash cars for the morning, I would be up for it, as I really don't care what I do.
PS- that hot poker treatment sounds really unpleasant and I would like to avoid that, if possible.