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I'm not a girl, btw. There's a premed girl who is really really smart (the smartest girl I've ever seen in real life). We're in some classes and club together and we even had a chance to talk with each other during an icebreaker as part of a club. But whenever we see each other in class, hallway, or campus, she acts as if he doesn't know me. She is completely indifferent of me. She never says "Hi" to me unless I do first. Once, I approached and sat beside her in a lecture. But we never talked to each other. She also never comes and sits beside me in class. There are two people She is very close to, always sitting together side by side in every class and talking with each other very frequently. I wonder what's holding their friendship together. All of her friends are as smart as she is and likeminded, and I really want to have a smart friend like her, but I don't know how. I'm actually scared to talk with her because I think I don't match up to her level in terms of intellect and maturity and I'm not that fond of taking the initiative to try to be her friend (it hurts my ego and it looks like she isn't interested in having me as her friend in the first place). She also has a great, great look, just like a model (tall, looks like Barabara Walters, you name it.). Today, I was even walking by a prof's office and I overheard two profs in there talking about how she is really brilliant. From overhearing their conversation, I even learned that she got straight A's in high school and again nothing less than an A in college so far (she is a junior now). It seems like she is also the main attention of profs. How I wish I were the main topic of profs' conversation. I'm just really obsessed with her .
Sorry if my post is unorganized, but does this affect my medical school application chances?
Sorry if my post is unorganized, but does this affect my medical school application chances?