Hey guys made a new account to keep anonymous. I am a ms1 with ocd and depression. I have been having real doubts lately, I love medicine but I am really scared that I might accidentally kill my patients by misdiagnosing or missing something. Radiology and surgery out the question. Even now when I spill water on the floor I get scared someone will trip and fall and have an internal bleed in their head causing death. I am also scared of contracting HIV. Am I doomed for this field? I know I am going to hear that you entered the wrong field but some advice would be greatly appreciated. Btw I'm taking an ssri with not much improvement. Thanks.