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Oh Premed,
started college with fresh new dreams and hopes, of being a doctor, being in med school. never have I considered anything else as a future career.
Freshman year, made the first C of my life in Chemistry. GPA 3.2.
Thought, I'll make up in sophmore year. made my first F, in a calculus class. New GPA 2.8.
Still had hopes, knew things will be alright. Made F in Organic, D in Physics. GPA 2.3. Still hopeful...family porblems, me understanding how to study for science classes, I thought the next semester will bring it up to a 2.8. hah, another D, GPA now 2.2. will probably get lower to 2.0 by this semester ends.
still hopeful. still a premed.
its killing me, but Im living with it.
Right now, Im a junior. Never did I think I'll make such bad grades. I study, spend a lot of my time studying. But so close to probation.
Its a terrible feeling all the time. Little mistakes, my future is at stake. I know I can do so many other things with life, but the dream of being in a med school, is not just getting off my head.
I aspire to make all As next semester, something I have been doing since freshman year. I know its an impossibility, but keeps me running.
As i search for hope in sdn, reading posts of people who made it to med school, with bad grades (of course, not as bad as mine)..I dream again.
what have I got myself into? its so frustrating.
started college with fresh new dreams and hopes, of being a doctor, being in med school. never have I considered anything else as a future career.
Freshman year, made the first C of my life in Chemistry. GPA 3.2.
Thought, I'll make up in sophmore year. made my first F, in a calculus class. New GPA 2.8.
Still had hopes, knew things will be alright. Made F in Organic, D in Physics. GPA 2.3. Still hopeful...family porblems, me understanding how to study for science classes, I thought the next semester will bring it up to a 2.8. hah, another D, GPA now 2.2. will probably get lower to 2.0 by this semester ends.
still hopeful. still a premed.
its killing me, but Im living with it.
Right now, Im a junior. Never did I think I'll make such bad grades. I study, spend a lot of my time studying. But so close to probation.
Its a terrible feeling all the time. Little mistakes, my future is at stake. I know I can do so many other things with life, but the dream of being in a med school, is not just getting off my head.
I aspire to make all As next semester, something I have been doing since freshman year. I know its an impossibility, but keeps me running.
As i search for hope in sdn, reading posts of people who made it to med school, with bad grades (of course, not as bad as mine)..I dream again.
what have I got myself into? its so frustrating.