For me, opting out of the terminal surgery was a way to keep me from thinking of animals as tools to be used for my education. ... I don't want to get used to thinking of animals in terms of how useful they'll be to me, because that's not the philosophy I want to practice by in the future.
I know I have some logical inconsistencies in how I feel about using animals for our education, but I have no problem using cadavers for anatomy. I think it's because there's really no other way to learn anatomy, while there are other ways to learn surgical procedures. I think it also has something to do with the fact that anatomy comes so far before clinical rotations- I felt like I could picture working on a client-owned animal when the third year terminal surgeries rolled around, but it was still so far away from first year anatomy lab.
I do wish we (myself included) had treated our cadaver animals with a little more respect. I know anatomy lab necessaitates a certain amount of morbid humor, and I don't suggest that we all spend first year solemn and mournful for the sacrifice of the cadaver dogs... but I think we definitely got desensitized to the idea that these were animal bodies and took things a little too far for the sake of a silly Facebook picture.
I have a question on this..for us, surgery is second year, with many of us assisting in surgery first year (optional). So cadavers vs surgery vs clinical rotations kind of blend through the 4 years. Many of us participate in rounds as well, plus work treatment crews, so we aren't very detached from the hospitals. Would this have changed your opinion about using cadavers? I do know people who object to cadavers for anatomy and feel it can adequatly be learned using video/computer/models. Also, would your feelings be different if you weren't going into companion animal practice, since lab animals and food animals are judged almost entirely on how useful they are to the program they are in?
Sometimes (not saying by you) I feel there is this disconnect and judgement without consideration that not every vet is going into companion animals...or going into personally owned pets (shelter med, zoo med, forensics, research, etc.) Even in companion med there are times when the interests of society/humans are going to trump those of animals (infectious disease, dangerous animals, etc.)
I believe in practicing by the veterinary oath, which includes the welfare of society. I also do, as I noted before, believe in animals as resources; even pets. We house animals with us because WE like it. Even pets are there as resources in terms of affection, connection, attention, etc. Not saying there aren't bonds, but that those bonds have formed due to resources we get from the animals (and they form with livestock, wild animals, etc). Very few of us go out and adopt the most viscious neurotic animal we can find because that is what is best for that animal...we choose pets that we hope will live compatibly with us (which is how I think it should be!) We haven't really considered whether domestication and continued inbreeding and such is best for the animals (well, some people have and push to the PETA extremes of no captivity.)
Please note, I am not saying you are wrong, and you do need to do what you need to do for yourself....but also that it isn't black or white; just because I see animals as resources doesn't mean I don't see them as valuable or undeserving of kind and compassionate care and respect/appreciation. Or just because I am ok with using an animal as a resource doesn't mean that I can't understand and appreciate the human-animal bond (otherwise I wouldn't waste my time on so much behavior work.) I do have some unusual beliefs; I would rather animals be consumed as food then destroyed and disposed of (yes, that includes dogs and horses.) I also appreciate that while I don't like captivity of wild animals, it is the only and last option to save some species. I am also a huge advocate for better conditions for food animals and pretty opposed to factory farming (though not critical of the vets that work in that system.)
Also, I kind of wondered when someone mentioned cavalier attitudes towards terminal surgery, if it wasn't students talking more than acting; blowing off steam and stress.... but one thing I do know is the conduct you mentioned in cadaver lab isn't tolerated here. Not saying there isn't happy chatter and some morbid humor, but publication of photos of any animal lab is grounds for discipline and potential expulsion here. I actually think we are more aware of our cadavers and being sensitive to where and how they are obtained that we are of the palpation dogs and of the plastinized pro-sections (which often don't even seem to have a potential previous life.)
I can honestly say I feel more saddness regarding our palpation dogs that are used repeatedly for minor procedures. Just having your spleen and stomach palpated 40 times would be nerve wracking and uncomfortable, let alone full neuro exams, venipunctures, catheters, injections, fluids, etc. I keep hoping that one of the girls we use will be listed for adoption while I am here so I can take her home and baby her for the rest of her life. However, I am a terrible person; I value her more than the other one because I wouldn't want to take the other one home...she is shyer and it wouldn't be a good match to my other pets...I would want her to get a home...just not mine. I kind of also feel like in companion animals the 'value' of an animal is often going to be determined by someone else and their values and ability to earn and spend money on a pet. No matter what, I won't be able to afford to treat every animal I ever encounter as if they belong to the wealthiest clients....their value will be established before I even see them...whether I like it or not, and sometimes maybe I can alter that, but often I can't. Or, maybe they are beyond value to their owners, but the only potential procedure is risky and experimental and might result in death for the animal but better opportunities for the next animal.
The challenges of this profession....I do wish it was easily right/wrong/good/bad but it might not be so interesting then.