You are honestly is a better place than many of my classmates. They are all is the same debt situation you are in, but they don't seem to understand the reality of it, like you do. They complain and complain about the cost of books and tuition and how they have no money, but then they go out and buy something from A&F for $150. Then they stop at Starbucks and buy a $6 coffee. Or my favorite are those that are married and the spouse has a good job, yet they still take out full loans! My wife is a teacher so we are by no means well-off, but I only take out enough loans to cover tuition, equipment, and books. I never receive a loan check because I take out exactly what the school is charging me. We live off my "suger-momma." 😀
These same people the complain about being broke while they wear a shirt that cost the same amount as my electric bill, rarely have a work study job. Like I said above, my wife and I live off her check, and we could without me working too. But, I have 3 jobs on campus, I'm the Audio/Video dork for our lectures, I'm the TA for open Lab every other Saturday, and I work for a prof. once in a while. Just yesterday I got a pay check for $307, thats food for the month! If you look at my jobs, they really take no time out of my life. The AV job is the best one on campus, I get paid $7.80/hr to go to class...it is sweet! The TA job, I open the lab at 9am and leave at 2pm. I'm there for 5 hrs and get $10.80/hr while I do my homework & study on a Saturday morning when I would have just wasted it sleeping. Then the work for the prof. is on my computer (picture stuff), I do that while I watch movies and "Must See TV." So I get paid $10.80/hr to watch Joey make a fool of himself. So the moral of the story, there are a lot of jobs on campus that you can do, that take very, very, very little time out of your busy schedule. My wife, besides teaching HS full time, sells AVON, and tutors for a private company on Saturday mornings (while I'm at school in the lab).
I'm not posting all this to say, "Look at me, I'm smart and everyone else is dumb and vain." I'm just saying that you will have a good idea about those in your class who will be fiscally sound during their lives, and those who will always have debt over their heads. It sound like you will in the better off group.
I think that by you being scared of the debt, as I am too, is a good thing. It will make you think about every purchase you make and in the end...you will be a lot better off than most of your classmates.
Sorry for the length of the post. 😴