Originally posted by jlee9531
To reiterate what everyone has said...
I would absolutely love to work with everyone that has posted on here. Finally get to take a break from all the talk about doing medicine for the money, AA arguments etc...and back to the good ol talks about just helping out a group of people that deserve the best care so that their futures may be bright. To be able to give a child the opportunity to find and then chase their dreams just as we are doing right now is what it is all about.
I helped ped.onc children during my few years at Children's Hospital Oakland (sad to see that they werent on the list) and it was a very influenctial experience in deciding that pediatrics and perhaps even onc/hem was what i wanted to pursue. It is amazing to be able to bring smiles and comforts to these children. I was fortunate to have met some of the greatest kids in the world, but it is tough emotionally. I spent a majority of my time with this great 5 yo child and she was just bristling with energy. I still don't see how I could have danced to britney spears that many times. I swear the album was on repeat and we cycled through that at least 3 times. I felt deep down that she would recover no problem...but thanks to insurance restrictions she wasnt able to move up to the next level of treatment and so she slowly got worse. Sometimes she didnt want me to see her because she was scared...I never felt so helpless before...So much I wanted to do, but couldnt...
She made me a paper flower on one of those days I didnt get to see her. the child life specialist was kind enough to make the delivery for her. to think i can learn things from a 5 year old. I did. courage, bravery, determination, effort....the list goes on.
Thanksgiving...she passed on to a better place. Ever since that day, i hung up that paper flower in my car to remind myself of what kind of person she was and how i should never forget my desire to help kids in any way i can.
I know I am nowhere close to having the academic knowledge on cancer and related research like the others on this thread but I do look forward to learning a lot from you guys here on sdn and in the future when we all start our medical education.
Good luck to all of us...for we fight the good fight.
Outside of those comedy threads, I dont think I have enjoyed a thread more than this one in my entire career here at sdn as a marginal member. Thread of the year i say....the year!