Re:
peds vs.
psych -> child psych
vs. tripleboard
vs. peds -> developmental/behavioral peds
i.e., twenty ways to accomplish similar career goals...
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I struggled with this decision in the past 2 months leading up to ROLs being due. I loved the physical diagnosis and outpatient "doctoring" that pediatricians do--but I also was passionate about behavioral neurobiology in the pediatric population (what's really happening in the brains of autistic kids, kids with complex childhood trauma, etc).
In the end, I chose to pursue child psychiatry (via psych residency) for the following reasons:
- Child psych is remarkably underserved, and that won't change--there are simply too many kids in need of services (from kids with neurodevelopmental disabilities, autism, trauma, and genuine burgeoning psychiatric disorders). I felt that my contribution to a community in need would really matter. (in contrast, peds is not underserved at all, even in the subspecialties)
- Even if you choose to work in public service child psych (state funded programs, residential treatment centers, foster care services) the money is better in child psychiatry than peds--because you can have a part time private practice to supplement income.
- Psychiatry residency is generally more lifestyle compatable than peds (even through all 5 years, including 3 for general and 2 for child fellowship) -- and depending on your personality/temperament, you might enjoy it more (therapy is actually fun to learn and practice, and contrary to popular opinion, in psychiatry you get to see your patients really do better, both in the severity of symptoms and in general functionality). Lifestyle is very much better than triple board programs, at most places.
- I was always most interested in the behavioral issues kids and teens were having--dysregulation, run-ins with the legal system, anxiety, depression, substance abuse, grappling with past traumas, etc. These are generally very interesting for pediatricians too, but you just get more time and more exposure to these things in psychiatry--and for your career, you get to focus on them, you get time with these patients and their families, and you get to really find out what their lives are like in more detail.
- I wanted a chance to advocate for the ethical practice of psychiatry with kids, including holding more educated positions on psychotropic use and the integration of family therapy into treatment plans. Many child psychiatrists spend more time taking kids OFF psychotropic meds and refining diagnoses rather than just throwing meds at problems (because they have more than 15 minutes to evaluate kids, and they get to develop relationships that can be therapeutic, as well as do family therapy, etc).
- Relationships. I think developing therapeutic relationships with kids and their families who are in significant distress, with significant family psychopathology, is the ultimate challenge. Relationships with kids and families are relatively "easier" to navigate when everyone is happy and healthy or when all discussions focus only on medical issues.
- I wanted to practice something that wasn't "cookie-cutter," so to speak. Meaning just that most of medicine and pediatrics is practiced nowadays by defining a problem and proceeding through a pre-orchestrated set of questions and answers (the "flow chart" diagram) that ultimately gets you to a diagnosis and treatment regimen. This kind of medicine wouldn't have been fulfilling for me--because I would know that the guy sitting behind me in grand rounds would have made the same decisions I did, done the same workup, and gotten the same results. I'd feel a little like one of the cogs in a very large machine. Psychiatry actually isn't like that. Much of what's done in therapy in the outpatient arena depends a lot on the individual skills and characteristics of the therapist (compassion, ethics, verbal and nonverbal communication abilities, passion for the work, etc).
- At some point I realized that part of what compelled me to do peds was a need to "legitimize" my love for psych by adding something more "medical" in my credentials. Most of my in-laws don't really respect psychiatry, as compared to surgery, cardiology, peds, even OB--and it might have been easier for me to just do a triple board so I didn't have to face their criticism. But honestly, I didn't *love* practicing any of those specialties (even as an MS4 when the pressure was off and people were letting me get more hands-on experience). But I actually love doing what psychiatrists do on a daily basis. Whether my family thinks it's "medicine" or "pseudoscience" is their issue. At least I know I'll be happy going to work in the morning.
Anyway, I hope some of that is helpful.
🙂