AnonymousPGY4
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I am a rising PGY4 at an academic hospital-affiliated program who has been wringing my hands about starting the job search and putting it off for as long as I can. Classmates have already started interviewing but I keep dragging my feet. At least I finally made a CV...
My anxiety about the job search stem from a few things. When I was working on my CV, I realized that I had hardly accomplished anything during residency. To be honest, residency by itself was already pretty grueling so I did not have the mental bandwidth to take on extra research, curriculum improvement or QI projects. I was going to moonlight at a local hospital but got COVID and long haul symptoms and didn't feel well enough to do shifts on top of what was required of my by my program (which was a lot during COVID as we converted to telemedicine and visit volumes increased). I don't know if the lack of resume-enhancing activities has much bearing on my job search.
The other source of my anxiety about jobs is imposter syndrome. It got especially bad this year during COVID, partly due to hardly any in-person interactions and feeling like attendings couldn't really observe/evaluate me properly. I can't shake the fear that I won't be able to find a good job (non-academic inpatient, reasonable workload, 250-300k base) in the city and will end up having to drag my SO to some small town in Wyoming because nobody's going to want to hire me. I know it sounds irrational and self-defeating so it'd be great to reality check with the more experienced people on this board. How is the job market in Chicago (and other major cities) for a middle-of-the-road fresh graduate? Will I still be able to land the job that I want or should I prepare to make compromises (location, pay, etc.)?
Lastly, if there's any resources that you found helpful for navigating the job search, they're much appreciated! Thank you for taking the time to read this.
My anxiety about the job search stem from a few things. When I was working on my CV, I realized that I had hardly accomplished anything during residency. To be honest, residency by itself was already pretty grueling so I did not have the mental bandwidth to take on extra research, curriculum improvement or QI projects. I was going to moonlight at a local hospital but got COVID and long haul symptoms and didn't feel well enough to do shifts on top of what was required of my by my program (which was a lot during COVID as we converted to telemedicine and visit volumes increased). I don't know if the lack of resume-enhancing activities has much bearing on my job search.
The other source of my anxiety about jobs is imposter syndrome. It got especially bad this year during COVID, partly due to hardly any in-person interactions and feeling like attendings couldn't really observe/evaluate me properly. I can't shake the fear that I won't be able to find a good job (non-academic inpatient, reasonable workload, 250-300k base) in the city and will end up having to drag my SO to some small town in Wyoming because nobody's going to want to hire me. I know it sounds irrational and self-defeating so it'd be great to reality check with the more experienced people on this board. How is the job market in Chicago (and other major cities) for a middle-of-the-road fresh graduate? Will I still be able to land the job that I want or should I prepare to make compromises (location, pay, etc.)?
Lastly, if there's any resources that you found helpful for navigating the job search, they're much appreciated! Thank you for taking the time to read this.
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