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Hi everybody,
First of all, this is a great forum and I'm glad to have found it. I've read many posts and you guys have given great advice. I'm hoping you can do the same for me.
I come to you seeking advice regarding my desire to become a physician-scientist. I'm currently a first year PhD student at University of Michigan, Ann Arbor. The first year has been going great and am glad that I chose to come to a health center as great as Umich. However, recently I have been feeling increasingly unsure of my decision to pursue a career in strictly the sciences. In the past, I have flirted with the idea of pursuing a career in medicine but was never serious about it, because I was just another dolt drifting through college who wasn't sure of his future plans. Fortunately, I had a couple of great experiences in several biomedical research labs and that is utlimately what brought me here. But in the first year already, I've been feeling more and more of a disconnect between my studies and the patients. This has been intensified by the fact that both PIs I have rotated under thus far are physician-scientists who I've shadowed multiple times. Needless to say, my shadowing experiences have only augmented my desire to pursue a career in medicine on top of science. Lastly, MSTP students I've rotated with or interact with seem to have a leg up on the material and just a broader knowledge base that I could not get otherwise without medical school. I will admit that I am envious that this profession allows you to do it all and the path that I've opted to travel down won't allow me to. Please don't mistake me, I love the field I'm in now, but I feel as though I am selling myself short by keeping strictly to the sciences.
Now that the time to where I have to commit to a thesis lab is fast approaching, I've become increasingly weary because I don't want to ruffle any more feathers than I have to in order to make this career shift. I'm applying for the MSTP program here in the upcoming application period, but being such a competitive program and me having sub-avg GPA (3.2 bioengineering) and MCAT scores (33R - PS 13, VR 7, BS 13), I have to prepare (and almost expect) that I won't get in. This, of course, leaves other programs as alternatives. But should I even bother applying to other MSTP programs where I stand a better chance of gaining admission? Would they even accept a person who is already in a graduate program? Should I just leave with a terminal-masters and go from there? Should I just accept my decision to come here and finish grad school and leave medical school for afterwards? Fortunately, on top of many years of research, I have also done many hours of volunteer work and am now mentoring students at a local Teen Center. It's been tough juggling everything, but I've managed all in preparation for this grand shift. The question I have been struggling with is what is the best way of making this career shift? I don't know. My mind has been running in circles and has exhausted itself out. I hope that I can get some sound advice from you guys. If you do give advice, please focus on the how and not so much as the why. Thanks so much in advance.
- Medical *****
First of all, this is a great forum and I'm glad to have found it. I've read many posts and you guys have given great advice. I'm hoping you can do the same for me.
I come to you seeking advice regarding my desire to become a physician-scientist. I'm currently a first year PhD student at University of Michigan, Ann Arbor. The first year has been going great and am glad that I chose to come to a health center as great as Umich. However, recently I have been feeling increasingly unsure of my decision to pursue a career in strictly the sciences. In the past, I have flirted with the idea of pursuing a career in medicine but was never serious about it, because I was just another dolt drifting through college who wasn't sure of his future plans. Fortunately, I had a couple of great experiences in several biomedical research labs and that is utlimately what brought me here. But in the first year already, I've been feeling more and more of a disconnect between my studies and the patients. This has been intensified by the fact that both PIs I have rotated under thus far are physician-scientists who I've shadowed multiple times. Needless to say, my shadowing experiences have only augmented my desire to pursue a career in medicine on top of science. Lastly, MSTP students I've rotated with or interact with seem to have a leg up on the material and just a broader knowledge base that I could not get otherwise without medical school. I will admit that I am envious that this profession allows you to do it all and the path that I've opted to travel down won't allow me to. Please don't mistake me, I love the field I'm in now, but I feel as though I am selling myself short by keeping strictly to the sciences.
Now that the time to where I have to commit to a thesis lab is fast approaching, I've become increasingly weary because I don't want to ruffle any more feathers than I have to in order to make this career shift. I'm applying for the MSTP program here in the upcoming application period, but being such a competitive program and me having sub-avg GPA (3.2 bioengineering) and MCAT scores (33R - PS 13, VR 7, BS 13), I have to prepare (and almost expect) that I won't get in. This, of course, leaves other programs as alternatives. But should I even bother applying to other MSTP programs where I stand a better chance of gaining admission? Would they even accept a person who is already in a graduate program? Should I just leave with a terminal-masters and go from there? Should I just accept my decision to come here and finish grad school and leave medical school for afterwards? Fortunately, on top of many years of research, I have also done many hours of volunteer work and am now mentoring students at a local Teen Center. It's been tough juggling everything, but I've managed all in preparation for this grand shift. The question I have been struggling with is what is the best way of making this career shift? I don't know. My mind has been running in circles and has exhausted itself out. I hope that I can get some sound advice from you guys. If you do give advice, please focus on the how and not so much as the why. Thanks so much in advance.
- Medical *****