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I am writing this entry as a means of venting and I appreciate your time in reading this post.
To cut to the chase -- I got rejected my the school that I basically already imagined my living arrangements at and was not even given an interview invite prior to the cold rejection. I am even more broken up about the rejection than my recent breakup with a longtime boyfriend. I fantasized working at their labs, sitting in their classes, being an asset the institution and in the dental practice as being their Alma Mater. I imagined my life there and only there. I guess I am not just good enough and will never be good enough and in all honestly, all of the hard work and long nights that I put in is worthless. Completely worthless and shameful. I am a complete and utter total failure and all this is worthless. I am so sad that now the only possible way that I can think of in that I can get over the situation is by moving to some desolate island somewhere off the coast of the Galapagos Island of where no one will know me and I will not be the town's shame. I am even considering finding a job and waiting a year before reapplying for the following cycle. I am a waste of resources on this planet.
To cut to the chase -- I got rejected my the school that I basically already imagined my living arrangements at and was not even given an interview invite prior to the cold rejection. I am even more broken up about the rejection than my recent breakup with a longtime boyfriend. I fantasized working at their labs, sitting in their classes, being an asset the institution and in the dental practice as being their Alma Mater. I imagined my life there and only there. I guess I am not just good enough and will never be good enough and in all honestly, all of the hard work and long nights that I put in is worthless. Completely worthless and shameful. I am a complete and utter total failure and all this is worthless. I am so sad that now the only possible way that I can think of in that I can get over the situation is by moving to some desolate island somewhere off the coast of the Galapagos Island of where no one will know me and I will not be the town's shame. I am even considering finding a job and waiting a year before reapplying for the following cycle. I am a waste of resources on this planet.