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hi, i'm a third year and i'm having a big dilemma over choosing between pm&r and internal medicine(which i would definetely choose a fellowship).
I feel like i love both of them. but sometimes i've read comments on this forum and heard people say things that honestly worry me.
I would really like to enter a field (this sounds silly but is very true) where i feel like i'm making an important difference in someon'es life. where i feel intellectually stimulated, where i feel knowledgeable and where i feel like a doctor. At the same time, i also do not want my career in medicine taking me from everything else that makes me who I am, like my other interests, passions, family, etc. i'm not sure if someone who is a cardiologist or heme/onc doctor can practice only 3-4days a week. from what ive heard, in pm&r you have the choice to do this, and you still make an impact in your patients lives...and the money is good. is this all true? it seems too good to be true than.
but i have to stress that there are moments in medicine where i love the thought processes that come up and are required for making a differential. in pm&R (i have not yet done an elective, but at the same time, i feel the way the system and schedculing is set up is that i need to have a good idea as to what i want to do before i even apply...b/c i need to know about my field specific letters, possible reserach, away elective planning etc.._) seriously, ifeel like i stress over this issue everysingle day. it also takes away from my clerkship experience.
plus. anyone else struggled in 3rd year in the sense that after a while in every rotation, its difficult just getting out of bed. feeling like you' are kind of bound to this 10hr plus committment a day...and you cant do anything about it. don't get me wrong, i love this field...and i think sometimes its kind of unfair (well, a blessing iguess) that we get to be paid for what we do...although we earn it after all the hard work. but i do love this field. but i just want med school to end and have more control over my life. anyone else have this problem? is it common? i'm constantly looking for the light at the end of the tunnel.
but, yes any people out there struggled with choosign between medicine and pm&r? how di dyou ultimately make the decidsion?
I feel like i love both of them. but sometimes i've read comments on this forum and heard people say things that honestly worry me.
I would really like to enter a field (this sounds silly but is very true) where i feel like i'm making an important difference in someon'es life. where i feel intellectually stimulated, where i feel knowledgeable and where i feel like a doctor. At the same time, i also do not want my career in medicine taking me from everything else that makes me who I am, like my other interests, passions, family, etc. i'm not sure if someone who is a cardiologist or heme/onc doctor can practice only 3-4days a week. from what ive heard, in pm&r you have the choice to do this, and you still make an impact in your patients lives...and the money is good. is this all true? it seems too good to be true than.
but i have to stress that there are moments in medicine where i love the thought processes that come up and are required for making a differential. in pm&R (i have not yet done an elective, but at the same time, i feel the way the system and schedculing is set up is that i need to have a good idea as to what i want to do before i even apply...b/c i need to know about my field specific letters, possible reserach, away elective planning etc.._) seriously, ifeel like i stress over this issue everysingle day. it also takes away from my clerkship experience.
plus. anyone else struggled in 3rd year in the sense that after a while in every rotation, its difficult just getting out of bed. feeling like you' are kind of bound to this 10hr plus committment a day...and you cant do anything about it. don't get me wrong, i love this field...and i think sometimes its kind of unfair (well, a blessing iguess) that we get to be paid for what we do...although we earn it after all the hard work. but i do love this field. but i just want med school to end and have more control over my life. anyone else have this problem? is it common? i'm constantly looking for the light at the end of the tunnel.
but, yes any people out there struggled with choosign between medicine and pm&r? how di dyou ultimately make the decidsion?