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Hello guys! I was accepted to medical school a coupla months ago but I am beginning to realize something. That I've fallen under the control of habits that I wish weren't a part of me anymore. I still check my email like 3 times a day. And am on sdn like 3 times a week, which I have no reason to.
A deeper part of me kinda feels empty and purposeless. and maybe the emails and such are like symptoms of that. I am purposeless unless I am pursuing acceptance??
The way I've been trying to help myself is to redevelop purpose. By adopting old hobbies which I used to love sooooooooo much (cooking, reading, socializing) but I don't know if I am healing fast enough. 3 times a week is a lot less than before where I've been on sdn/email all day at work waiting for an interview.
Guys, what are your stories. Advice would be cool, but just knowing other people out there are experiencing/ have experienced this crap would be great. I'd like to be a part of the community. Stories from current addicts/former addicts appreciated.
A deeper part of me kinda feels empty and purposeless. and maybe the emails and such are like symptoms of that. I am purposeless unless I am pursuing acceptance??
The way I've been trying to help myself is to redevelop purpose. By adopting old hobbies which I used to love sooooooooo much (cooking, reading, socializing) but I don't know if I am healing fast enough. 3 times a week is a lot less than before where I've been on sdn/email all day at work waiting for an interview.
Guys, what are your stories. Advice would be cool, but just knowing other people out there are experiencing/ have experienced this crap would be great. I'd like to be a part of the community. Stories from current addicts/former addicts appreciated.