Hey bud,
By your description, its hard to tell what your issue is. You can "try hard" and "study" for hours and hours and still get sub-A grades. The issue is not how to study hard, but how to study
smart. Since you fooled around your first year in terms of academics, chances are you don't really have the best study skills and are simply investing time into "studying" which may be very inefficient.
My guess is that your issue is not with smarts; its how you study. If you'd like help on that, really dedicate some time into
learning how to learn. Once you actually learn how to take classes, focus on what is important, using spaced repetition and focused practice, classes become easy and simple. It becomes a process of budgeting your time, paying your dues for when to study and how, and getting A's. It actually is not so hard. The difficult part is being dedicated to
studying a little bit every single day.
Anyways, I won't go into detail since maybe this is not what the problem is. But I think it is.
If you think this is your issue, tackle it head on and become an EXPERT at studying:
Try this site:
https://learningcenter.unc.edu/tips-and-tools/
I just discovered it today but it is an absolute gold mine of good, sound study strategies of succesful students.
Also:
Read About – Learning Strategies Center
They have good basic materials.
If you have any questions, PM me.
Finally, ANYONE can become a doctor, even really seemingly dumb people. Medicine is a field where smarts is useful, but hard work and dedication triumphs. You definitely have what it takes. Now we need to tackle this academic hurdle and get to the next level.