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Hey guys, some of you might remember me from last year... I had a buuuunch of interviews and thought they all went well, but then didn't match 🙁 In retrospect I think I got overconfident and also deluded myself on just how competitive I was; i.e. in the end my rank list was like 80% west coast or "top tier", and there just weren't enough safeties to save my ass.
Anyway! Point is: right now I'm doing a postdoc fellowship, and it's actually going really well. I think the dept really likes me and honestly I would like to stay here for residency. I do have other programs I'm interested in, but -- I would be perfectly happy where I am.
Now for the question. The PD of this program recently offered to call other PDs on my behalf. Now, of course this is well and good, but being a paranoid neurotic reapplicant, it immediately makes me worry because: 1) does this mean where I am isn't interested in me, that he's offering to call other people, or conversely, 2) if I did ask him to call other programs, and they were more competitive than the place I'm at, would that make him think I was less interested in them and thus cause them to rank me lower?
OK -- even typing that I know I'm being neurotic. But I really would appreciate some feedback on how to handle it when your own PD offers to call around for you. Thanks!
Anyway! Point is: right now I'm doing a postdoc fellowship, and it's actually going really well. I think the dept really likes me and honestly I would like to stay here for residency. I do have other programs I'm interested in, but -- I would be perfectly happy where I am.
Now for the question. The PD of this program recently offered to call other PDs on my behalf. Now, of course this is well and good, but being a paranoid neurotic reapplicant, it immediately makes me worry because: 1) does this mean where I am isn't interested in me, that he's offering to call other people, or conversely, 2) if I did ask him to call other programs, and they were more competitive than the place I'm at, would that make him think I was less interested in them and thus cause them to rank me lower?
OK -- even typing that I know I'm being neurotic. But I really would appreciate some feedback on how to handle it when your own PD offers to call around for you. Thanks!