@StupidRoo -- clearly you're not stupid!
😀 But yes, exaaaactly how I felt. ENT was either boring or horrific to me. Or, y'know, gross. In ophtho, you have the chance to really make a positive impact in patients' lives. My grandmother, who used to be a professor, a prolific writer, and a lover of literature, handiwork, and fine art, has advanced AMD that's essentially wiped out her central vision. She can't do any of the things she used to enjoy anymore (though to her credit, she's coped by getting into exercise(!) at age 90+). I told her I was going into ophtho, and that it wasn't a lifesaving field. She told me if someone could give her back the vision she had 20 years ago, it'd be about the same as saving her life. I almost cried xD
Anyway, way off topic now. Just wanted to add: ophtho clinic is actually a ton of fun, very fast-paced and, like the OR, very immediate results in many cases. However you should be aware that while shadowing, it can seem utterly boring -- so don't be too quick to judge ophtho by that experience. As a premed I doubt anyone will let you directly examine the patient, as I'm fairly sure they could be sued penniless for it, but the actual exam is really where the fun is. Still, if you can get a peek through a teaching scope or perhaps even a crack at the indirect ophthalmoscope (the light-hat-binocs thing), definitely do so. That may give you a better sense of what it's about.
Good luck w/ your pursuit of ophtho, OP. Feel free to PM me if you have questions. I'm sure most of the people on these boards would be more than happy to answer you too.