GET OUT OF MY HEAD
Edit: Minutes after posting this I went to review a plan. I had to send this text to one of my dosimetrists about a 3D plan, "I am concerned that we are not treating the entire PTV."
The saddest part of all is I know we're not alone.
This is more common than people realize, because most of actual RadOnc is more or less walled off from the residency version of RadOnc.
The SCAROP institutions obviously have a ton of problems, and Lord knows my residency institution is well known across the region for being a garbage fire in terms of Dosimetry.
However, they all have one thing in common: more than one Dosimetrist. And lots of turnover.
Because in a large department, the Dosimetry division can be a "hot mess" through turnover and culture/morale.
But the SCAROP institutions represent, at max, perhaps 25% of the total practicing Radiation Oncologists (approximately 1,200 attendings).
The rest - something north of 4,000 - the rest of us work in places without residents.
No one warns you about the community hospital that's loosely part of "the network" that functions like a republic. And in this community hospital, where you're either a W2 employee or staffing it full time for your group on a PSA, there's only one Dosimetrist. And that one Dosimetrist has been there since the late 1990s.
And yeah, maybe that one Dosimetrist has fallen off in recent years. The senior partner noticed it too. But you know, who hasn't had a rough go of things lately? Don't you know about the family stuff that happened to that one Dosimetrist? Of course, then the pandemic happened, and that was hard for everyone.
You really don't want to be "that" guy, the "young hotshot doctor", coming here and telling people what to do. This QUANTEC thing, yeah, I know you say its been around for like a decade at this point, but that sounds like some Ivory Tower crap. You need to check your attitude because it upsets the staff.
My point being:
You. Yes you, lurking resident. The one who made an SDN account years ago for pre-med but hasn't posted since then.
I know what you're thinking. This isn't real, or if it is, it won't happen to you.
I hope you're right. But if you're not, the one thing I can offer you is the concrete knowledge that you are NOT alone.
Sorry this happened, current and future lurking resident.
I hope it gets better.