Ok, slightly freaking out...went to orientation today for my post-bacc stuff. I am doing it informally b/c I didn't think I had the GPA and because I think it would be a totally stupid move to jump into an intense, formal program after being out of school so long. But, who is the first person I met with? The director of the formal post-bacc. He is trying to convince me to over to that side. Even during the group thingy he was discussing my stuff with me and which classes
I should take. It was nice, but I feel totally unready to do that. Not to mention, on a whim, I went to take my math placement exam and bombed it. Needless to say, I am not in a happy mood. I didn 't get my Human Anatomy class that I needed, so I am SOL in that regard. My Stats class didn't transfer (not sure why) so I need to appeal that. I need to blow this semester away!!
I am questioning if I can actually do this...I really need to get my head on straight and not look back. I keep telling myself "one day at a time." Please tell me I am not the only one who feels like this. I want to believe that I am stupid for thinking like this, but hey...with such a low acceptance rate into med school, there is a good chance that I am right. Ugh. I just need to quit thinking.