Oh there is something about insomnia that just spurs me to read ridiculous threads. This one really merited a response - and I don't even post frequently.
OP - I am no stranger to the fact that there's a fair share of people in medical school who are probably in it for the money, but I find you to be rather offensive. Let me put it like this. What do you plan on doing when you hit organic chemistry and actually have to hardcore study for an undergraduate exam? I mean you were talking about dropping general biology and general chemistry. If you think freshman year is "buckling down" you're in for a rude awakening. What do you plan on doing when you have to review all the relevant information you've learned, multiple classes worth, for the MCAT? What do you plan on doing when you get those scores back, and you have to take it a second time or improve EC's because you don't get in the first? What do you plan on doing if you make it in and are faced by the fire-hydrant of information that is the first two years of medical school? If you happen to make it through those and clinical years, what do you plan to do when you're working long hours in residency? Oh, and all those other tests like the USMLE 1,2,3 in-between? Is it worth the pay then?
No offense, but you're making complete bullcrap excuses. To be already wavering in your decision, when you have all of the points to turn back that I listed above and more... seriously? And this is all over reading the USMLE Step 1 book? Good grief. Being prepared is one thing. Looking for a way out is another. You take every year. You do your best. You think it's the hardest you could ever push yourself, and then you just tackle even more the next year. If you would have told me my freshman year that I'd be starting an accelerated one year, forty-five hour, more hard science-leaning public health degree three weeks after graduating undergrad, then moving to a different state, taking the MCAT, filling out applications, volunteering, and still finding time to have fun - I would have thought you had lost your damn mind and likely **** my pants. And I'm sure some other people here would have too if they would have known things they would struggle with along the way, but you don't know it until you just get in there. You can't jump freaking five years ahead and expect to be thrilled about the USMLE book as a freshman. I get you're ridiculously neurotic, but focus on this year. If you happen to end up, heaven forbid, liking medicine and not pursuing it for money, then you wouldn't want to have failed general chemistry.