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Hi all - I'm an M3 deciding between psych vs IM vs combined. I'm leaning strongly towards categorical psych, mostly held back by some internal conflicts about psych that came up during my rotations, which I'm hoping are things I'll get over with time. I'm mainly seeking insight into - 1) if you've experienced any of these reservations, how did you work through them, & do they interfere with your satisfaction with psychiatry now? 2) are any of these big 'red flags' that tell you "this person will probably regret choosing psych"?, vs "I can see a place for this person in psych?"
Sorry in advance for the length - my main question here is really: 1) do you see 'people-pleaser' types, or people who feel conflicted about involuntary treatment really struggle to succeed & feel happy as psychiatrists?
For some background, I went into med school thinking I'd likely end up in psych - I had some prior experience as a psych aide, enjoyed working with patients with psych conditions, loved reading & learning about psych. My rotations reaffirmed all of that for me - I love psychiatric interviewing & evaluation, the theoretical foundations, and discussing/formulating plans particularly inpatient. At the same time I also found that I loved my time on non-interventional medicine specialties that involved a lot of patient counseling and shared decision-making. Overall from my rotations I know I (1) want to be a specialist eventually, (2) want a lot of time talking to patients, and (3) specifically love quality informed-consent and diagnosis conversations - learning what my patient knows about their condition/options, what they value, and tailoring counseling/recommendations based on that. My pet peeve is treating someone when we have no idea what their goals of care are (though I know that'll come up in any field). Also for context, my psych rotation was heavily outpatient >>> inpatient time, and the outpatient was a lot of meeting patients once and saying 'yes/no stimulant Rx'. early next year I'll be doing a true 1mo inpatient adult psych elective, which I imagine will inform my thinking a lot.
I think the main reason I've felt some pull away from psych relates to the ways it's hard to experience (3) as a med student in psych, vs. easier to experience as a med student in IM. On my IM rotation I had lots of opportunities to practice patient education, counseling and shared-decision-making. On my psych rotations I found a lot of my patient interactions were more paternalistic (involuntary treatment inpatient, refusing benzos or stimulants outpatient), and the frequency of conflict and power-struggles with patients was draining sometimes. I'm sure one reason for this is just that my knowledge base / ability to explain things to patients is stronger in IM > psych at this stage of my training, which I suspect will get better in psych residency. The thing that concerns me more is that there's a personality aspect - I'm a bit of a people-pleaser/doormat by nature, not naturally very good at saying 'no' or refusing patients' wishes, and it wears on me. I love when I can reach a place of mutual understanding with patients about their condition, and when patients' poor insight is part of their condition, it's hard to feel like I can understand or respect their wishes. I realize these will be issues in IM too- I'm just wondering if they're liable to cause more friction in psych.
The other / more minor hesitations I have about psych are more practical. I've gotten the sense that '?adult ADHD' referrals are an increasingly big part of outpatient psych, and while I'm happy to do adult ADHD evaluation & treatment sometimes, I know I don't want it to be the majority of what I do every day. Is this an issue for any of you, and how avoidable is it? (I don't mean to diminish the importance of ADHD with this / sorry if it comes off as flippant).
Sorry in advance for the length - my main question here is really: 1) do you see 'people-pleaser' types, or people who feel conflicted about involuntary treatment really struggle to succeed & feel happy as psychiatrists?
For some background, I went into med school thinking I'd likely end up in psych - I had some prior experience as a psych aide, enjoyed working with patients with psych conditions, loved reading & learning about psych. My rotations reaffirmed all of that for me - I love psychiatric interviewing & evaluation, the theoretical foundations, and discussing/formulating plans particularly inpatient. At the same time I also found that I loved my time on non-interventional medicine specialties that involved a lot of patient counseling and shared decision-making. Overall from my rotations I know I (1) want to be a specialist eventually, (2) want a lot of time talking to patients, and (3) specifically love quality informed-consent and diagnosis conversations - learning what my patient knows about their condition/options, what they value, and tailoring counseling/recommendations based on that. My pet peeve is treating someone when we have no idea what their goals of care are (though I know that'll come up in any field). Also for context, my psych rotation was heavily outpatient >>> inpatient time, and the outpatient was a lot of meeting patients once and saying 'yes/no stimulant Rx'. early next year I'll be doing a true 1mo inpatient adult psych elective, which I imagine will inform my thinking a lot.
I think the main reason I've felt some pull away from psych relates to the ways it's hard to experience (3) as a med student in psych, vs. easier to experience as a med student in IM. On my IM rotation I had lots of opportunities to practice patient education, counseling and shared-decision-making. On my psych rotations I found a lot of my patient interactions were more paternalistic (involuntary treatment inpatient, refusing benzos or stimulants outpatient), and the frequency of conflict and power-struggles with patients was draining sometimes. I'm sure one reason for this is just that my knowledge base / ability to explain things to patients is stronger in IM > psych at this stage of my training, which I suspect will get better in psych residency. The thing that concerns me more is that there's a personality aspect - I'm a bit of a people-pleaser/doormat by nature, not naturally very good at saying 'no' or refusing patients' wishes, and it wears on me. I love when I can reach a place of mutual understanding with patients about their condition, and when patients' poor insight is part of their condition, it's hard to feel like I can understand or respect their wishes. I realize these will be issues in IM too- I'm just wondering if they're liable to cause more friction in psych.
The other / more minor hesitations I have about psych are more practical. I've gotten the sense that '?adult ADHD' referrals are an increasingly big part of outpatient psych, and while I'm happy to do adult ADHD evaluation & treatment sometimes, I know I don't want it to be the majority of what I do every day. Is this an issue for any of you, and how avoidable is it? (I don't mean to diminish the importance of ADHD with this / sorry if it comes off as flippant).
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