- Joined
- Oct 25, 2011
- Messages
- 27
- Reaction score
- 12
Hi everyone. I am just about to finish my second week of M1 and am already having serious second thoughts. This is not the best place for a such a serious question, but I thought I might solicit some opinions from other students.
I came from a rewarding and dynamic career path in engineering, but always felt the desire to go to medical school (my original career plan). I have spent significant time around physicians (shadowing and working in hospitals), and I find the career deeply compelling/rewarding despite the many required sacrifices.
Thus far though we have not been presented with a single problem to solve - literally the entire curriculum has been content based memorization. We have also had six quizzes and two exams for 10 days worth of coursework. I feel decently prepared academically, but I am deeply unmotivated. Every day of class is a slog whereby I lose all interest in the material and spend my evenings convincing myself that it will be worth the sacrifice.
Are these thoughts normal for a second week student? I am really not worried about working hard or putting in long hours. I am worried about the cost (financially, personally, and in opportunity) focused on rote memorization with a complete lack of professional respect (e.g. constant quizzing, poorly put together classes).
I have already talked with some of the school officials and their advice was to wait it out for a year and see where I am. This approach seems like a great way to take out a $50,000 loan and lose a year of professional development.
Is this a common attitude? Do I need to suck it up and stop my negative focus? Or should I strongly consider leaving this career path before I am deeply in debt?
I came from a rewarding and dynamic career path in engineering, but always felt the desire to go to medical school (my original career plan). I have spent significant time around physicians (shadowing and working in hospitals), and I find the career deeply compelling/rewarding despite the many required sacrifices.
Thus far though we have not been presented with a single problem to solve - literally the entire curriculum has been content based memorization. We have also had six quizzes and two exams for 10 days worth of coursework. I feel decently prepared academically, but I am deeply unmotivated. Every day of class is a slog whereby I lose all interest in the material and spend my evenings convincing myself that it will be worth the sacrifice.
Are these thoughts normal for a second week student? I am really not worried about working hard or putting in long hours. I am worried about the cost (financially, personally, and in opportunity) focused on rote memorization with a complete lack of professional respect (e.g. constant quizzing, poorly put together classes).
I have already talked with some of the school officials and their advice was to wait it out for a year and see where I am. This approach seems like a great way to take out a $50,000 loan and lose a year of professional development.
Is this a common attitude? Do I need to suck it up and stop my negative focus? Or should I strongly consider leaving this career path before I am deeply in debt?