Only the April/May tests were scored overall easier than the rest. Percentiles built out from there.
Regarding an earlier question about performing worse on the actual test vs. the practice AAMCs...unfortunately, that does occasionally happen. It happened to me. And I wish I had answers as to why the real test was worse than the 7 practice exams I took in the months prior. ALL seven of those tests went better than the real thing. I would guess that for me it was a combination of nerves, anxiety and not spending enough time going over all my answers after each test. I did retake the exam and am hoping that the numbers rebound in my favor. I had heard many personal stories of choking on the first MCAT and rebounding on the next, but I am still waiting for my scores to know if things improved for me. That being said, I do feel like the second test I took seemed to go better than the first. We'll see.
The thing is, we can stress about it or not...but the outcome will be the same. I agree with the person who said they are going to med school no matter what. I am in the same boat with you. Even if I end up in the Caribbean, I am going to med school. I'm a (very, very, very) non-trad and like many of you, have a very firm and committed reason for doing this...and have changed my life significantly to make this happen. And at the end of the day, I'm not planning to let my MCAT score define me. I know what I was meant to do and my focus now is just to make sure I make that happen one way or another.