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So I think I'm hitting my first real big time (even though it's not really that big) 3rd year stress and am just looking for some sympathy/empathy I guess. I'm just started my Medicine clerkship a week ago, which was one of the things I thought I wanted to and something I was pretty excited about starting. The first week was pretty cool, and I felt like I learned stuff in a fun environment. Well, then we switched teams this week. I've got the same attending, who's great and really into teaching medical students, which is wonderful. However, the new senior on my team has the idea that because of this attending's preference for medical students to learn a lot and have autonomy and decision-making input, that I have to essentially spot every issue with my patients and that it's all essentially on me.
Now before some of you jump on me and say that should be my requirements, I'll say that I agree. However, I'm just getting the feeling that I have to do everything just right or we'll have dire consequences for the patient (the attending doesn't do something because I don't spot or present an issue correctly) or for the team (I drop the ball, and my team gets reamed for it). And it's Medicine, which means there are tons of things to know and learn, and I don't have it anywhere near all the way down yet. So anyway, I'm just feeling entirely stressed out and a little overwhelmed by these new team dynamics and am thinking I finally get why some people are so down on 3rd year.
Now before some of you jump on me and say that should be my requirements, I'll say that I agree. However, I'm just getting the feeling that I have to do everything just right or we'll have dire consequences for the patient (the attending doesn't do something because I don't spot or present an issue correctly) or for the team (I drop the ball, and my team gets reamed for it). And it's Medicine, which means there are tons of things to know and learn, and I don't have it anywhere near all the way down yet. So anyway, I'm just feeling entirely stressed out and a little overwhelmed by these new team dynamics and am thinking I finally get why some people are so down on 3rd year.