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Hello guys, I'm looking for honest opinions and advice. I'm in a system based school in my second block, which includes Physiology, Anatomy, Embryo, Histo and Clinical Skills. No matter how hard I study I'm always below average, sometimes close to the very bottom. I failed two Physio tests and couldn't get more than a C in the others, which was really frustrating since most of the times I feel like I really know the material. The last Physio test, which is in two weeks, determines wether I pass or have to remediate. At first I was going through depression after a breakup and thought that it was that, but I've tried everything: going to the counselor, talking with professors, changing up study habits, and I still keep getting the same mediocre grades. Something that really scares me is that my school uses NBME question banks for our tests, so basically every single test that I have is like a Shelf exam or a mini Step 1, which makes me think that I won't be able to pass Step 1 next year. I love medicine, I really do and I try to keep positive, but I just feel so defeated everytime I get a low grade after putting all my effort in. If this happened from time to time, I wouldn't mind, but having low grades constantly makes me feel so incompetent.
I've started to question if I really have what it takes to be a doctor. I'm in a low tier US school and had a low MCAT and GPA. I got accepted my second time applying. I'm tired of feeling straight up stupid. I know that struggling is normal, but I'm tired of struggling ALL the time. I've felt very depressed and anxious and I'm asking myself if it's all worth it. But as I said before, I love medicine and would do anything to achieve my goal of becoming a physician.
Is there any success story of struggling in 1st year and doing well afterwards?
Any advice?
What can I do to keep motivated?
*Sorry for the rant, I needed to vent
I've started to question if I really have what it takes to be a doctor. I'm in a low tier US school and had a low MCAT and GPA. I got accepted my second time applying. I'm tired of feeling straight up stupid. I know that struggling is normal, but I'm tired of struggling ALL the time. I've felt very depressed and anxious and I'm asking myself if it's all worth it. But as I said before, I love medicine and would do anything to achieve my goal of becoming a physician.
Is there any success story of struggling in 1st year and doing well afterwards?
Any advice?
What can I do to keep motivated?
*Sorry for the rant, I needed to vent