I'm currently a third-year with a data science major with minors in public health and literature studies. I originally intended to follow a traditional premed track, but I put it on the back burner while I struggled with health problems that disrupted my studies and led to a substantial downward trend in my GPA (4.0 -> 3.1 this fall, 3.5 overall). Last fall, my health required me to withdraw from my classes, which included Chemistry and Calculus. I had a second W for Calculus previously, and this fall I retook Chemistry for a C+, but otherwise all of my other coursework is related to my degree. I feel like juggling the premed route and my degree has led to being unremarkable in both. I gave up on pursuing medicine after last fall because I didn't feel like I was cut out for it. I wanted to retry this year and my grades naturally have me questioning it again. To avoid being convoluted, I feel lost.
If more details are helpful: I'm first-gen college, Native American, from a small town, low-income family. I've volunteered and taught in both my hometown and underserved communities where my undergrad is located. My goal was to work as a PCP in rural and Indigenous health, and to be honest that deeply personal connection has been the only thing that's kept me coming back to medicine despite feeling academically underprepared. I know how much support is needed, and I know that I can show my commitment to that position through experience, but I don't feel like my academics show I'm capable of everything else it takes to get into med school. Should I keep trying, or seriously consider alternative paths where I can still make a significant impact? If I was going to reinvent myself, what advice would you have for someone in my position? I'm at a crossroads and would appreciate honest advice, even if it means that the role I want might not be feasible.
If more details are helpful: I'm first-gen college, Native American, from a small town, low-income family. I've volunteered and taught in both my hometown and underserved communities where my undergrad is located. My goal was to work as a PCP in rural and Indigenous health, and to be honest that deeply personal connection has been the only thing that's kept me coming back to medicine despite feeling academically underprepared. I know how much support is needed, and I know that I can show my commitment to that position through experience, but I don't feel like my academics show I'm capable of everything else it takes to get into med school. Should I keep trying, or seriously consider alternative paths where I can still make a significant impact? If I was going to reinvent myself, what advice would you have for someone in my position? I'm at a crossroads and would appreciate honest advice, even if it means that the role I want might not be feasible.