I'm about to start internship and am feeling overwhelmed in practically every area of life, and not sure where to go for help. I'm not even sure what I'm doing here - maybe looking to see if others have felt the same way? My parents who I always thought were solid just announced a divorce that is taking the whole family by surprise, I just discovered I have an annoying and painful but benign health problem, last week I had 1.86 in my checking account, I'm having significant relationship stress due to the internship move and just other crap, my dissertation isn't finished and my adviser is lukewarm in the helpful department - it just feels like every possible area where there could possibly be chaos there is chaos. I really want to talk to a therapist but I can't right now because I'm moving in three weeks and am in a weird in-between health insurance situation. I'm not going to hurt myself but the thought has crossed my mind, very quickly followed by doubt about my ability to be helpful to others if I can't manage my own distress. I'm trying to be grateful for things like weather, beautiful scenery, adventure etc but it feels very forced and I just want to curl into a ball and cry for a week.